Last-minute

Hey hey...
Schools gonna start again soon next monday...
I don't wanna go back to class... =.= (if ya know wad i'm talkin' abt...)
Went for co today, practice until my right hand is kinda swollen thanks to the bow. & one thing that pisses me off is that we were suppose to team up with wushu with our '龙腾虎野' piece for cca open house next sat. But the teacher in charge of wushu came into music room today & gave a last minute change of ideas that we will NOT team up for the cca open house next sat aft listening to the percussions play...
eh, guess we won't be able to perform this song till chinese new year then.
2009 is ending within less than 2 days time!
I just want 2010 to be way WAY better than this year. This year is probably.... IS the worse year ever compared to the others...(prove me wrong if ya think i am.)
The starting of the year only means i'm gonna turn another year older again... =)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

23th Dec
- Heh, had co erhu section practice & section bonding after that. Maryann, Xuanlin & Ang Xian got too high during the drama time..

24th Dec
- Christmas Eve! went to church in the evening. First time seeing so many ppl at expo mrt station... Of course there's suppose to be som many ppl, i mean: Its christmas eve & there's 2 churches here at expo. =.=

MERRY CHRISTMAS & A Happy Happy New Year!!! ^^

Meet up 2

Yeah! Went to meet up with Rac & Val 2 days ago at Val's house.

Haha, the house was filled with laughter & noises thanks to the 3 of us. ^^ Went to edit our 6.3'08 classblog cuz its dead like hell.. =.= WE'VE REVIVED IT! lol, actually, Val's the one that did the most,*ahem*, i mean all the work. 幸苦了!

Hope we'll meet up soon again. ^^

Gathering at Linford's house

Went straight to Linford's house after cell yesterday... So tired at first. But i guess got "awakened" when Aisya, Joline, Siew Lian & their 2 friends splashed water on me when they were swimming... After a while we went to eat the food linford's dad ordered. Then we went to play games at the bball court. & yeah, my slipper gave me blisters.. =.= We then changed bball to netball.

CCA

Had our CIP & CCA bonding yesterday... Our CIP was cleaning all the computers in every class of our school... (Yeah, yeah... I know, its...... =.=) Bonding was just the best. We broke ourselves into 3 groups to compete each other with the most points. We had 5 games at first, I love the one held at the AVA room!! After that was treasure hunt. The "treasures" were either anywhere in the school or with the seniors. Seniors made us do forfeits to get those things... Not to mention running around the sports hall shouting "C.O! C.O!" while the volley ball members were practicin..(SORRY) We & another team managed to win... The loser team got splashed with WATER BOMBS. But in the end, everyone got wet. & yeah, we got carried away that we couldn't stop filling our pails with water & splashing it on our chairman: Amanda.
& Too bad, Dannica!!! Ya missed all the fun while you were in Tokyo enjoying yourelf. ^^ Yup, i'm having fun making fun of u. =D

Meet up 2

Yay! I met up with Val today... Thanks alot Val! Enjoyed myself alot!!!
Were so bored at first, haha. SO BORED, that we went from J8 to AMK Hub then decided to travel the North-South line from AMK all the way to Jurong East. Did nothing on the train but talk, talk & talk...
Got off at Jurong East then went back to Toa Payoh again. =________= It was fun though. Went to the all time fav- POPLULAR!!! & spent 30 mins+ looking at note books & diaries.(Since i'm an addict of buying those stuff...) & the other 30 mins(?) looking at story books & stopped at the bunch of collectable "Little Miss & Mr Men" books.
Haha, here's the fun part... We found some little miss & mr men that looks like ppl we know... & RACHEL, this is FOR YOU!!! ^^



Cynthia-> Miss little Stubborn
Valerie-> Mr Messy
XiaoShi(Me)-> Mr Day Dream
Rachel-> Mr Chatter Box, Mr Silly, Mr Nonsense, Little Miss Trouble & Mr Nosey.

MUAHAHAHA! Yupp, we were laughing like crazy ppl when we were trying to figure out who looked like Rachel the most, & looks like all of those above are all like you... *laughs*
Hope we'll go out again. Lookin' forward to it. =D

Can't sleep

kay, lol I know....

I LOVE PICNIK!

Going back to school tomorrow for cleaning up of art room. Last friday's was fun, hope it'll be the same for tomorrow...

Pictures; The 3 pictures together were one of my favourite moments together with my friends... Just that it kinda obvious to me that "one" of the pictures can never be taken again with "a certain person"... While the other picture.... =___=".... Yup, if you're askin', both pics are taken this year... Mum always said I have "different faces"...LOL. Cuz I had nothing to do so I anyhow went to picnik.com & did all these... There's more, but i'm too lazy, haha... & the holidays are killing me! Every day facing the computer screen... Thats sick. Whats more, i have too much energy at night that i couldn't even close my eyes for 10 seconds... Fell asleep yesterday/today at 3am+.... Break my own record liao.... Thats all for now... BYES

Do you even know the real me?

Bored

Got back my report card!! But this time will not post it here... Too lazy.. =.=
& yup, I've got my haircut(Yay). Ears pierced this thursday. Holidays are already here! Happy not seeing "some people" from a different stream(meaning not in N(a). lol). For some reason i'm missing some classmates & their "funny" doings. The most missed is perharps Sitaa & Jun Wei quarreling with Saren? haha. See them next year in 2N1...
Whenever there are holidays, there is something called being bored... I'll go nuts if i use the com everyday... I WANT OUT! Might be borrowing a cam from my dad tomorrow... Go around Toa Payoh & take some pictures of the scenaries; I miss the days when i had fun with my friends around Toa Payoh...

Almost got it...

So dissapointing today is... To get to express stream must get at least a 70% of overall results. Here are my results....
Overall percentage: 66.5
Class position: 5/37
At least i managed to push up my class position... My previous class position was 12/37, not even a top 10. Now its top 5. Better than no improvement at all or de-provement? O.o?
Today stayed back for the councillor 'tea party'. Teacher wants our reply if we're willing to be one by tomorrow... So far, my answer is still a NO... I could have said yes if Mr Lee didn't say the words "good marks for examinations for a good model to others"... =.=
Tomorrow must stay back in class after school to settle "some things" that mostly only 1N1'09 ppl will know about. & yeah, this week is the last week of school! Gonna go get my hair cut this friday after school & maybe ears pierced this sat since there's no cg this sat.

Untitled?

Lookin' forward to this coming friday's Halloween Party at Tanah Merah with cg members... Quite a few ppl ask me what will i be dressing up as... Going to NTUC later with mum to look for Vampire fangs. YUPPP, vampire! Not dracula; with the white painted face & the super weird looking red & black cape. Just gonna look simple: Black buttoned long sleeve shirt & maybe red tie(need to buy), black pants & not forgetting the fangs that i might buy later today... & finally have decided to get my hair cut this coming Wednesday since I have C.O on thursday & friday... Gosh, have to rush back home & to Tanah Merah after C.O. (Hope no annoucements...)
Heard from some classmates that tomorrow will be announcing which class we will go to next year... Can't believe it, why so soon? I was thinking it was this friday? Neverminds. Have to get at least 70% + of all the subjects mark to get promoted to express, at least 50% to remain in N(a). Heard that express students will retain 1 yr if they fail english overall, don't think its true. I thought Sec 1s cannot be retained... (Not my problem anw... =.=)

Happy birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO MY DEAR DADDY & My principal, Mr Boo!

Stress b/4 & after...

Got back some of my paper results today & can say its not pretty good... *bangs wall*
Math: 45/100, Geography: 59/100, Science: 66/100, Chinese: 63/100(i forgot my chinese mark..) looking at the math can already say that i'm gonna be stuck to my old pals in 1N1'09 next year... Neverminds, just as long the same old guys don't continue disturbing me or probably what happen when i found my 'bingo worksheet' the last time will happen all over again.. haha. But seriously, Ms Mala was suppose to handle that case today & guess what guys? The 2 culprits weren't in school today! Are they jerks or what?... If any of you ask if they are my classmates, defintely a super big no. I have no classmates like them.
YAY, finally i'm able to go back to cell & church this week. EXAMS ARE OVER! Now can relax abit. I found it funny, at first b/4 exams, everyone revises & studies as if there's no tomorrow... After exams, everyone worries & panics for our exam results & the only words we will all say is 'die liao, die liao...'(Famous verse... =.=) I still have my Literature, history & english paper to go through.. by then, i'll blog all of my paper results.

Random

Saiyonara to EXAMS!! For now larh.... =.= I really don't wanna know my results for the Math paper... Jannah said " Die or die badly..." NOT A GOOD TIME TO TELL ME THIS, JANNAH!!! Don't ya know the song 'I will survive'?? (LOL =.=) Feel like going to swiming tomorrow since there's 3 days of rest to recover from the shock of the exams for us... Okay, its marking days, nobody's got a phobia of exams.. as always nothing much to blog abt, might as weel end here.. BYE BYE...........

School...

Guess what? I have a 50% - 60% chance of becoming a teacher's salve next year in Sec 2.. =.=...
..... Okay, not really a 'slave' but a councilor.. (Prefer the word 'slave' better since it matches the word councilor...) Advantage is that you'll get extra points for JC & stuff, disadvantage is that it'll be more stressful & not to mention doing teacher's 'this & that'... Bro totally laughed when he heard the news.. Saying he's a pai kia in BSS & i'm a guai kia.. For the first 2 days he kept encouraging me to be one. When i made up my mind & said i'll do it, he kept saying it'll be stressful... =.=' Yar, i got a funny guy as my bro.... They say we need to do a kind of essay b/4 they choose who becomes a slave & everything.. Yup, am planning to do the worst for that essay.. Most of my classmates don't wanna do it too..
Anyway the exams will be soon over.. Just one more maths paper 2... (Why did they split into 2 days??) The past few days has been rather BORING.. Lucky i got bro to help me in the work & entertain me with his 'Mr Singh's voice'... haha.
[To my friends that read the previous posts abt my classmates, missing everyone & everything @ KCS & everything.. Do something for me... Forget everything you've read or heard.. Continuing hating, missing or seeing the negative part won't do anything good anw... Planning to forget everything in the past, maybe even some things back in KCS.. I'll suffer if i keep thinking of everyone i miss & lost. Just think it of a lesson you guys taught me..^^]

High Expectations....

Everybody has different expectations for different people around them...
But people these days have TOO HIGH EXPECTATIONS!! =,='
When we do something wrong & not being able to meet up that expectation, all they do is complain, complain &..... More complaints... When the tables are turned, & when its time when we complain, they beg & say our expectations are too high.. People think about themselves & not think about those around them & how they hurt them when they claimed they just 'play-play'..
Its hard... For me to meet up all these expectations as a friend, classmate, pupil, daughter, sister, cg member, usher & a christian.. (=.= okay, maybe not so many for you guys..) Just feeling that i'm really not meeting up the expectations of all of you guys. (Sorry to dissapoint) But i'm already trying my best, & quite a few things has happened this year & i feel that i'm at the end of the rope, already preparing to surrender to a fight.. Just that i'm just dissapointed with a few people.. I'm tired of doing other people's orders & not mine. Its so frustrating when someone dissapoints you especially when you just started to have your trust in them..
Thought i made perhaps the friend i always wanted, & yet her expectations were too high & complaint straightly infront of me. When the tables got turn, she told me to forget it & stop nagging.. (Direct stab in the heart) At least i've learnt my lesson..
I'm not gonna get too close to anyone ever again, in case they stab me again or...
I just don't ever want the same things to happen again.. Its always the same...

Lost control

Returned from cell today with a deeply disturb heart today..
Got a phone call from someone from my class & asking me stupid things that i don't even know.(What's the point of asking?)
Yesterday...
Kai Jie passed me a torn & crumpled paper during PW saying it was mine's. Looked at it after a while then realised IT WAS MY OWN ENGLISH CORRECTION PAPER that i needed to hand up. It was torn, crumpled & with some idiot game of 'bingo' some ppl in the class plays writting on it.. First person that i turn to was a bunch of indian guys that always played that game.
Saren said SamyNathan took it from under my table, torn it to half & passed it to him just to play that stupid, idiot & COMPLETELY POINTLESS game.
Turned to SamyNathan with the paper askin' : Very funny har?
His reaction? Smile to me than say sorry as if it was nothing.
Turned to Sitaa next & said 'Sorry, but tell your 'good friend'(Samy) there i'm telling Ms Mala what he did. Sitaa just say 'nevermind, its okay, just tell ms mala.'
After knowing i was gonna tell Ms Mala the two ppl came begging me not to say & saying sorry as if it is a totally pointless word. (Seriously, they really kneeled down) First thing i thought was that they are totally cowards that didn't want to own up their actions..
WHAT KIND OF PLACE AM I IN????!!!!!!!
Then today aft cell another person in class call me & ask if I got complain her to Ms Mala abt the yesterday thing. WHAT THE HECK?! She was totally unrelated & she asked such an irritating question.. Then she told me another person told her that i complained her to Ms Mala. WHAT =.=''........ At first, the only problem with this... This buch of ppl was that they always did stupid things that gave me so much stress. But this is really unbelievable.. & the some idiot went to spread this thing to the whole class also..
I HAD IT, I HAD IT, I HAD IT! This is too much. If i knew better i could have continued walking 2 days ago on that road & let that taxi hit me down.. I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. I CAN NO LONGER CONTROL MY EMOTIONS.(I even cried in class yesterday for no reason.)

Finally out..

English: 78, Grade: 1, Max Mark: 80
Chinese N(a): 53, Grade: 5, Max Mark: 88
Mathematics: 58, Grade: 5, Max Mark: 96
Science: 56, Grade: 5, Max Mark: 83
Geography(revised): 72, Grade: 2, Max Mark: 92
History(revised): 67, Grade: 3, Max Mark: 93
Literature(E): 80, Grade: 1, Max Mark: 90
D&T: 53, Grade Mark: 5, Max Mark: 78
Art: 83, Grade Mark: 1, Max Mark: 83

Finally got them back.. [Max Mark is the highest mark in class.]
Ahh.. Suddenly so many more grade 5s.. *sob*
Science, Chinese & History deproved.. But finally got a grade 1 for english & literature..
Hey, but at least i managed to pass everything!!
Just need to improve more on the weaker subjects..

NOOOOOOO
Eh, what kind of holiday is this.. Its ending & my homework are all still untouched. O.o
Exams are coming! Stress.. Going to work hard, JiaYou, JiaYou!
Having lesser & lesser things to post these few days.. Boring days.
Went back to school for C.O practises yesterday & today, raining.. Funny thing was that a monkey came out of no where & appeared outside of the class window when practicing.. Haha, our instructor got frightened when standing beside the window..
Gotta finish all my homework by tomorrow, or else the teachers will come chasing then the form teacher will compare us with 1N2 again.. =.= Why do they like to compare us like that?! Staying us back almost every Friday just to say good things about 1N2 infront of us. Sheesh, we didn't ask for their review.. I gotta get out of this class, or I'll be asking for another few years of comparing.. Its too obvious.. The number of ppl who raised up their hands then & now.. We'll all discouraged thanks to comparing this & that.. I'm already trying my best & yet it only gets bad to worse. That place is really turning more & more like a living hell.

31st August 09, Monday
Went back to KCS for Teacher's Day. But only 1.15 than can go in & got chased out @ 2.30.. ?!
But dissapointing, not even more than half of them went back last mon..

1st September 09, Tuesday
Went to SIM for the photography project 'Global Casting' with Dad. Not much of a very 'hard work'.

6th September 09, Sunday
Went back to church.. FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!
The train in the morning was...... SUPER EMPTY! (lol)
Was on duty, but was also quite boring, got stationed at a door, again.... I lost count which time it was it.. Maybe the 5th or 6th.. Went home alone after service since PY went to join the other for lunch.. Peace & Quiet...

7th September 09, Monday
The whole day, was out with Dad. Its always an adventure going out with my Dad.. In th, We morning, went out first to pass something to one of Dad's customer.. Went to Army Open House 09 after that. Almost the same as last time, just a few new Tanks.. Like the Terrex ICV.. Got a chance to use a real gun!! SAR 21 made by our own Singaporeans, the experience was AWESOME. Was given 5 bullets, which meant 5 shots. Eh, not bad leh, i got 4/5 shots!! (I'm a Killa! LOL) Went to Vivo after that, Dad still wanted to see more Tank models after seeing the real stuff the whole day..(His hobby, Planes & Tank Models) Went to see G Force in 3D! Loved it! That one day, MRT's Circle line, North East line, all of them, we've travelled them all...

What i did for the past few days..

Teacher's Day 09 back at our old home..

Went back to KCS today straight after school ended. O.o first to reach there, no one else.
Went there, the security guard pointed to me a banner writing ' ex students are to only meet their teachers at the canteen after 1.15 pm.' ?! It was stil 10.30 when i reached!! So sian, went back home first since its only a 10 min walk.. haha. The vice principal wanted us to queue up, write our name & ic then can go in.. The queue was long, as if they were giving out free stuff & all aunties & uncles were queuing up. Lol. Thanks to Rachel's idea we went in quite earlier then the others, & her idea was 'CUT QUEUE!' haha, still the same as always..
1st teacher that we saw was Miss Nilam, followed by Mrs Ong, Mrs Chng, then Mrs Choo. So sad, out of 6 teachers i wanted to meet, only get to see 3.. Couldn't find Mdm Nur, Miss Tang was probably out with red cross & Mr Kelvin Lim already went home. No choice but to let Mrs Chng help me put on their tables or give it to them.. Took some pictures, or rather Rachel took them than bluetooth to me. =.= Again, all the photos got Rachel.. Can't upload it here! There's a problem with blogger, i guess.. I want to go bsck to KCS again.. Was planning to go home at only 4+, but got 'chased out' at 2.30..

I actually had photos to upload today.. But something's really wrong, i can't upload it.. Never mind.
Went to ang mo kio hub today.. Not to go shopping.. But to do sort of the kind 'Voluntary work'.. What kind? Hard to explain.. The easiest explaination is: I hold a tin with a bunch of stickers, you come & donate $1 to me & i put it in the tin & give you a sticker in exchange. Get it? (Now every1 of you owe me $1! Muahaha! jk jk..LOL) Actually it ended up with my dad doing the work the most.. =p Went to meet up with other ppl & went straight for lunch. Might be getting a new phone soon, though i still think bro should get one first since his phone is in such a bad state that he has to use mum's previous phone which is pink in colour.. =.= Tomorrow going to buy Teacher's day present for some teachers in KCS.. Wanted to meet up with some ex classmates to buy together but none of the two replied.. 'Saving money??' Nvm, go with my mum i guess, or maybe go call them personlly ltr today.. Bankrupt, to say the truth.. But no way i'm going back empty-handed.. Its no longer everyday that i go back.. (Though i really wish i can go back everyday & go there study..) I miss every thing! Library; the favourite hang-out place for me & some classmates.. The classrooms; Which had all the noise we made in those years.. The music room!; Where we, C.O members always fool around whenever the teachers & instructors aren't around.. I miss the instructors & conductor teacher Quan.. The new conductor in beatty is.. Too fast in teaching.. Juniors can't keep up, even me.. Home practise, i guess.. *sigh*
& there's another science test on wednesday!! I'll be helping out at SIM only on 1st September.. since i have a test the next day.. Endin' here!

Happy Birthday to dear Odelia! Stay happy & may you pass everything wif flying colours!

Got back my test results.. (just tests, not fully of CA marks.)
Mathematics: 18/20
Literature: 15/20
History: 10/15
Science: 8/20 (didn't revise..)
CA marks
Art: 83/100
Mathematics: 58/100

My subject marks seem to have a huge downfall.. Especially for History & scince.. 危险!..
To say the truth.. I did a last min revision or didn't even revise at all for most of the tests.. (Cuz wasn't informed!!) Absent from school for only two days & i didn't even know there was so many tests going on till then..

Changed new music..
These few days in class has been quite fun to say the truth. (With Sitaa, Saren & Chun Wei fooling around..)
Finally got back my math test result; 18/20.. So far that's the highest mark i've ever gotten.. =.=
Ms Mala also showed us our Art CA result; 83/100. Highest in class so far.. Blogger has been having problem i guess, i can't upload my pics! Can't wait to get back my history test mark.. The science test this time, i'm dead for sure..
I've finished watching ヴァンパイアの騎士 [Vampire Knight] series within a week! only 26 series.. *Dissapointed* Now go online nothing to do already.. Teacher's Day is coming!! Next Monday going back to KCS.. So, calling all ex- KCS'rians! Go gather info of when they are celebrating Teacher's Day. I'm going back next monday, the day before teacher's day.. The next two days after that for me will be a busy one.. Like last year Dad got the SIM photography project after my PSLEs.. *Ahem* Guys from 6.3'08 should know why i 'dissapeared' from school those two days.. I was asked by my dad to go help him with the work.. Likewise, this year will be the same.. I'll be at SIM Clementi during 1st & 2nd of September..(Not confirmed yet horr..)
Will inform later if i'm really going there.. Bb!

To 6.3'08! Do read!
: Call me if ya guys wanna meet up to buy teacher's day presents like last year. Or wanna meet up with me b/4 going back to KCS. If not, try to be in the hall early!! Ph no.: 93689690, home no.: 63534517 (no prank calls pls, guys.. =.=) Email add: vlxs7574@hotmail.com
refer back to 6.3'08 blog or facebook fan club for more info. thanks alot! ^^ CYA!

1/2 great, 1/2 disaster

The ICT project is doing great! Mr Kaydash commented on us saying 'This team, fantasic!' Shiffa kept laughing as she holds onto the video camera cuz Jannah kept making us laugh till we can't stop.. I remember the scene at the canteen. Even though we were filming & i wasn't suppose to look anywhere, i saw Mr Kaydash laughing then Shifaa laughing out loud while the tape was running.. The script i've printed out seem to be no use at all.. We made too much changes & last decided to kinda 'throw the script away'.. haha..
That thursday is 1/2 great & 1/2 disaster.. Whole class stayed back for a scolding from the form teacher for abt 30mins+.. Rushed home to take my er-hu & rushed to mcdonalds to meet up with my friends.. Jeremy threw a french-fry at us (over my head). Wahh.. Got so angry at that time i started scolding bad things at him. Open the door also don't know how to open; suppose to pull, he go push.. (Serve him right.. =.=) Then, one go, another comes.. This is worse.. Offend 3 people in a row.. Told him not to offend me already never heed my advice.. He's at fault & still call Dannica go to hell.. didn't even said a word of sorry after that. I'm not gonna let this go so easily; unless he apologises to Dannica, or else i'm not even gonna speak a word to him..
Kays.. ending here.. Bb!

Vampire??

Had a dental check up today at school.. Then found out most of the students the dentist called were all ex KCS students.. Siew Lian followed by me, Chun Wei then Xin Wen.. The dentist polished my teeth, thanks to that i experienced a taste of being a vampire.. jk jk.. My mouth kept having the smell of blood till i finally drank some water.. *Disgusted* The most shocking is that the dentist recommanded me braces.. =.='''
My first & only thought was 'SO-NA! NO WAY, NO WAY, NO WAY!!' Seriously, i don't want any.. =.= Dad said its not really neccesary so.. Forget about it.. Finally, tomorrow's thursday.. Swimming in the morning, ICT acting in school in the afternoon & C.O practice after school.. That's all, for now.. BB! =p

CCAs, our choices.

Went back to school today.. Finally! After 2 day of rest, argh at home facing those 4 walls will soon kill me if i don't get out.. Going back to class.. The first thing I thought was.. 'Is it me, or is it COLD & COLD here??' =.= (kay, maybe some of you guys don't get me..) What i'm trying to say was, 1st was that i was still having a cold so was a bit cold in temperature to me. 2nd was that WAS THE CLASS AMAZINGLY QUIET TO ME TODAY?? Nothing interesting happened when i wasn't in class that 2 days though.. Sadded, jk jk.. =p
It was a total torture in school, I wasn't yet my 100% so was like coughing & coughing the whole day. After school, went to meet some friends from 1N2 in a coffee shop before going for C.O meeting.. New instructors.. O.o
They said that there were not enough Zhong-hu & Gao-hu so will pick some of the Er-hu members to learn either Zhong-hu or Gao-hu.. =.= No way am i gonna change.. Not after learning it ever since the age of 8.. I LOVE MY INSTUMENT!
The new instructors were thinking of having 3 days of practice per week instead of 2.. Then Mr Sin just have to mention Millitary Band again.. =.= (How i hate that word..) He said that they were having 3 days per week.. Whats the use of telling that to us anyway? Most of us were already aware of that, & the other thing is that, most of the sec 1s are already skipping practices! Among everyone that I know in Band, I only know that 2 out of many sec 1s i know are the only ppl who aren't skipping practices. (They aren't N(a) students.) Both 1N1 & 1N2 students who are in band are skipping practices. Their impression to me are that the CCA must be really a torture to them or something like that. (no offence, my point of view.) =.=.. I heard most were gonna quit, thinking of joining another CCA.. Then again, i'm happy i've chosen my real choice & have learn to like it. (& Val & Rac said i shouldn't quit band.. =.=) that's all.. Bb

2 days of no school

Got 2 days of medical leave from the doctor today.. Boo hoo, there goes my thursday. & I just bought my swimming costume for the swimming lesson every thursday. Was looking forward tomorrow. Morning swimming, ICT got acting than after school got Er-hu practise with my C.O seniors. Guess its solo practise for me..
... Its only the 1st day of my rest & i'm already bored. -.-
I'm just the sort of person that hates to be home the whole day or more, I like going out, not being Jailed at home or at a certain place for hours & hours.. Maybe thats the reason why some students hate school? The disadvantage for me for not going to school is that most of my classmates day-dream in class so whenever i call them up to ask if there's ay homework their reply would normally be this.. 'Huh? Homework? Don't know leh. Ask other people lah.' =.= Thats why i hate to be absent from school.. They're physically in class but there's no soul in them. ending here.. Bb.

BSS celebrated Singapore's 44th birthday today.. Or 'kind of' celebrated. I forgotten to bring my thermometer to school today so was called down to the parade square to do reflection with some other classmates. Wasn't surprised to see bro down there anw.. ha! At least i'm not a certain 'someone' who ran away when Mr.Cheng wasn't around. Luckily the VP said since we didn't complained or anything, he'll let us off.. this time.
Was the 1st time i forgotten to bring anyway.. Proceeded to the hall for the concert prepared for us.
After school went straight home when was told to go to Braddell station to go out with some classmates or maybe schoolmates. At 1st say Orchard, then today say go Bugis.. Joline was like super-high today at the shopping mall.. Laughed like a mad woman like that. Can say today is kind of a boring day.. The others went to see a movie while i went home with Frederick.. Hope the next two days won't be a boring one. Gonna go watch a movie with my family members tomorrow after i come home from cg. Nothing much to talk about today. No exciting stories to entertain you guys this time.

Not an human toy.. 不是一个玩具..

I feel betrayed by a friend that i thought i held close.. I was always tried my best to be with this friend & yet this friend kept claiming that i longer have time with her or i'm no longer the same anymore.. Blaming everything on me & never once thought who's fault is it.. I already tried all my best to always be with her whenever she's down as a caring friend. & when tables are turned, when i need her the most, she seem to have dissapeared from this universe.. Now she's with another friend, she now has no time with me. Nevermind, I go with a classmate that i trust most, Jannah. Than she says that she can't talk with me cuz i'm always with her. 0.0 (Who started it?)
She changed ever since June.. When i tried to tell her that i didn't like the 'new her'.. She misunderstands & just seem to be never on the same page with me.. Its like i'm on page 1, she at page.... 999... When i want to explain again, she says 'nevermind' & just gives me a cold shoulder from that day onwards.. I feel like i'm being used.. As if she has enough of playing with me than throws me at a side she dislikes most, forget about it, ignore it & then continue playing with her new toy.. What am i? A human puppet or something??

I already tried my very best.. What more do you want from me? My life?

Good 3 days in a row

Friday night: FOP @ Singapore Indoor Stadium
FOP was great! Was my 1st so its obivious that i've enjoyed it. haha. But by the time it ended, i was already yawning..
Saturday morning- night: Swimming @ Bishan swimming Complex & NDP @ Marine Parade
Woke up in the morning just to go swimming again with Mum. On the way home, Dad called me to say that he had 2 NDP preview tickets & asked if me & Mum was interested to go. Of course YES lah.. Took quite a lot of photos from the beginning till the end. Wah, was so confused on which one to take when all 3: Land, air & sea.. All the tanks, Helicopters & Boats came out at the same time.. My poor camera..
Sunday morning- afternoon: CHC's 20th Anniversary @ Singapore Indoor Stadium
Every usher needed to be there @ 7am.. Woke up @ 5.30am to prepare everything & reached there @ 7am.(just nice) Was suppose to serve at the Balcony but don't know why last minute was posted at the staircase beside it.. I was posted there throughout the whole 1st service that my leg was already too tired to attend the 2nd.. But the 2nd service was just simply AWESOME!! Birthday song to CHC, a very large cake & BALLOOONS!!! When was dismissed, i had no idea how to get home from there.. Had no choice but took bus 16 to alllll the way to Bedok Int.. I'm always the dumb one when it comes to this.. By the time i got home it was already 4.30pm. Mum showed me a newspaper article of a Korean/Jap band that i always listened to..(the one u always hear in this blog of mine, haha. yup^^) Was really depressed when i read what it was about.. It wrote in chinese 'DBSK/TVXQ being seperated.. Why?... I'm not really a pro in chinese so I went to find out what really happened in the internet.. Here's the translation from japanese..(Kinda broken english, i didn't translate this.. I'm not a pro.. =.=)

Yesterday, from the Korean part news media, S.M.Entertainment Co.Ltd. (Head office: Korean Seoul city) relating to the member “ Rising God Of The East/Tong Vfang Xien Qi/Dong Bang Shin Ki” of post was reported.
We apologize the fact that we have done to assume worry to everyone of fans and the authorized personnel, very much.
Concerning this reporting, at this corporation we verify factually in S.M.Entertainment Co.Ltd. which is the business partner, but being able to grasp it is not at present concretely.
It does put annoyance on everyone very much, but the understanding it receives, we may ask
Furthermore, at present time, there is no modification in future activity schedule.
(Source: http://toho-jp.net/index.html)

Actually, this doesn't give the reason why.. Just that 3 of the members; Jaejoong, Yunho & Junsu is gonna sue S.M Entertainment Co.Ltd..
so sad.. I was actually waiting for them to come to Singapore.. BooHoo.. ='(

Its was fun yesterday & today. Went to Joline's house with Frederick, Xiu Qi & Siew Lian.
Ha, it was fun making fun of each other & saying some lame jokes that i heard from bro. We end up playing even though our main aim was actually to do project. (Muhahaaa)
Went to Bishan Swimming Complex for swimming lessons this morning. Enjoyed it.. ^^
ICT, acted all the scenes all over again cuz one of the team members wasn't in school last week. NG quite a few times..
After school, went for lunch @ Macs with some Odelia, Dannica & Baljina b/4 going for C.O practice. Heh, we acted like some crazy ppl cuz Baljina kept making us laugh till we can't stop.
C.O practice, didn't thought i'll be kinda rusty after for not playing the Er-hu for already a year. But still, it was fun to learn everything all over again like what i did when i was 8. haha

Geo test tomorrow, C.O practice & gotta rush home & go to Singapore Indoor Stadium for F.O.P..
Going out on Sat..
Serving on Sun for 2 services in a row.. (Wish me luck..)

Nothing much to blog abt actually to say the truth, just ain't in a good mood these few days..
THE END..

A role that i never want to play..

I never liked playing the role, 'one man show'.. -.-
What's more, there's 2 projects that deadline's tomorrow!! I really can't tolerate this class full of ungrateful ppl.. This ain't the 1st time! The first was the ACM project that i was told to do everything & print everything.. Was grouped with a bunch of chinese classmates that time. Next was Art project, was group with 3 other malay girls. This at least they apologized that they couldn't help much & gave thanks after the project was handed in.. & THIS??!! D&T IS THE WORSE!!!!! Got teamed up with the laziest guy in class & Jannah that told me that she doesn't know how to do it!! What in the world have you been doing in class? Better not argue with me if your name isn't in both the projects.. & 2 projects by myself?! I don't care, i'm going to tell the teacher that no one contributed.. This class is driving me nuts.. If I knew, I would have took Sally's advice not to take Beatty Sec.. Not only the class, but even other ppl in other classes.. The only thing I like about this school is my CCA.. The seniors are kind & the express students never looked down at us, N(a) students.. But KCS is still the best.. I wonder if the pricipal ever thought of building a 'Kheng Cheng Secondary School..' I would really really be glad to transfer there!.. It would be the best of all things.. Any Ex- KCS'rians agree??

Identity

Went to riverwalk today for combined cg meeting.. Dress in our own identity, we were told..
Tsk, tsk... At first i wanted to dress maybe as a nerd or something there but i couldn't find a single buttoned-shirt that could make me look like one. Except for the sch attire, i'll be crazy to ever wear it to cg meeting or church.. I'm sick of it, not like Pei Ying.. Talking abt her, i suddenly feel lucky for quiting band. I heard that only a few turned up for practice today, haha, must be sick of doing push-ups all the time.. haha. C.O is much much MUCH better!!
(Eh, back to today)
Ended up wearing a black buttoned-shirt almost similar to what i usually wear whenever i help my dad with photography projects. But seriously, i still don't get why my cg members told me to go up when the theme was 'Singapore' or something likedat.. I just said what i needed to, but maybe what i said was funny that the other cgs laughed... =.= But to say the truth! What i wore today isn't my real identity..(sorry to dissapoint..) I never had any thoughts of following my dad's footsteps to become a photographer when i grow up. I don't know why ppl always assume that i'm good at photography or i like it once they hear that my dad's a photographer. Photography just isn't my thing.. Then, what is my identity?? I have no idea, to say the truth...

Alone

No one likes to be alone. Whenever we are alone, we will always go find other friends so that we won't feel alone.. But there are always reasons that we are alone in the 1st place.. Here are some of the reasons..

1. I'm too quiet & i don't make friends..
2. My 'so called friends' left me alone, they don't want me anymore!!
3. I just want to be alone, i don't need friends, they're irritating!

To say the tuth, I myself was like this in the first place. I could remember sitting alone, just by myself when i was abt 7-9 in the canteen everyday during recess. & sometimes, when i got tired of being irritated by my friends, i'll skip going for lunch with them & go to the library. & of course, there are times when my friends ran away without me. Gone through all these pain & smiles, only managed to find 3 good friends that i once held close to last year in 6.3'08.. Friends change, no matter how much you don't want to, they still will.. As good friends, we won't stop them, even if it means to hurt ourselves. For now, I still feel that i'm going back to the reason 2..
Yes, i'm not really that lonely but I just have a feeling that i am! Being the 'odd-one-out' in school, cg & even church.. I'm always the only chinese with my group members when there's a project.. Kim & Pei Ying always run away 1st leaving me behind with the other adults..(Reason 2!) & I'm always the youngest usher whenever i serve on sunday services.. Its hard not having a close friend that you can talk to, to have a listening ear to listen to.. I have no idea when i'll ever have another close friend again, cuz I was really really hurt by the previous one that blamed me for everything & at the end, ran away..

Cell this week is combined with 6 cg?!
& we've been told to wear something that you feel its important to you.. Eh, have absolutely no idea what to wear.. Naomi suggested that i wear something related to my CCA; C.O.. the prob is that juniors aren't given BSS's C.O uniform YET.. I still have KCS's, but.. That's too chinese!! I mean, its no different than a 'Qi Pao'!
Wads important to me.. Studies? Hmm.. Might as well dress as a nerd this sat since bro always call me a bookworm or something likedat.. Aiya, wait till friday night then decide..
Stay tuned.. ^^

My leg's injured.. The funny thing is that i don't know when it got injured..
The floorball game with classmates yesterday only made it worse! kinda 'limped' all the way to school & everywhere i go..
School's resumed, which also means that the tests & examinations are coming backk! will be having math, science & history test soon! The only thing i can think of is revision, revision & more revision.. 1N1's class blog's taggboard have been invaded by nameless & really bored of life ppl.. They use other ppl's name & scold our classmates.. Guess there's alot of ppl who hate our class.. I'm no longer gonna let my classmates affect my studies though. I'm not going to continue this 'hate you, hate me, hate this class' thing affect me anymore, I no longer want to be alone again.. Even though my closest friend in class is a malay, who cares? At least she doesn't make me do everything when it comes to project work. =)
ICT project's next week! But to say the truth, the script for the short play is kinda...tsk tsk.. & i have to act as a student that has no patience & no responsibility at all.. (Am i like that in real life?..)
eh... ending here!

Be Yourself Day!

Today was 'Be Yourself Day'!
Students could chose to wear our own clothes to school. Just that we need to pay $2 for donation.. But hey, its not like we can get to wear our own clothes to school everyday, so we rather give the $2 & be ourself! Class was rather funny today, some wore really kiasu kind like one of the guys wore a western suit to class(even brought his briefcase..) But, guess singaporeans are kiasu most of the time.. hahas. Assembly was canceled due to H1N1. So when it was suppose to be assembly, we stayed in class & spent time with the form teacher. Some classmates really made the class laugh till we can't stop.
Was suppose to go out with Pei Ying & Jie Yi after school, but was having a headache so i went home instead.
argh, there's history tomorrow.. Not that i hate history but the class always show their true colours whenever its history.. Class seating arrangement has been changed & the teacher only gave me worse seats.. -.-

swap my game with Evelyn yesterday for floorball.
Its not that i didn't want to play or something, just that i felt tired. the weird thing is that i'm not tired physically but tired in the inside(hard to explain)
Felt tired throughout the whole game & i couldn't even sleep when i got home!
School's tomorrow.. Will be wearing my own clothes to school this thursday on 'Be Yourself Day'.. Definitely not wearing white or any skirt! I mean, its almost as the same as wearing the school uniform! (sorry to Pei Ying, am not wearing that!!!) Whatever i'm wearing, i don't think it even matters. No use looking good outside while you're really bad in the inside. What matters is that everyone has fun!(which i doubt that my class will have.. =.=)
Back to revising tomorrow! Hope that i won't have anymore sleepless night after tiring myself.. My focus is now only on my studies. The others, i might have to put it aside first. Back to school, I'll be back to copying down important notes especially my math..(really need help from that!)
ending here.. for now..

A ruined mood..

Came home with a happy mood after cg meeting..
Went to the (this year's) class blog & read what they wrote in the tagg box.. -.-
argh.. Can't take them anymore!!!!!
I couldn't even focus in history class yesterday.. North, South, East & West in where i'm siting.. There's really no such thing as peace there... Having a new start with these guys aren't as easy as i thought.. Drag myself to school with nothing but a hate towards them.. Really don't want to, but they're really really driving me nuts.. Having such 'so called class-mates' really ruins my mood & focus in class & even some times at home.. (I don't want to drag all these things to cell & church & ruin my focus hearing God's word & serving..)
Last resort was to revise more at home than doing other things..
My only happy moments now seems to be only on weekends.. So, guys.. Don't ruin it..
Its YK service tomorrow! Am serving in YK service only of course..
YK cgs.. YK musicians, YK ushers, choir members..
Going for floorball after the service! Yay.. Since there's no school on Monday since its Youth Day tomorrow..
=.= Thinking abt the class really ruins my mood.. Haven't been sleeping well nor eating much these few days.. Woke up 6am in the morning today for nothing but just couldn't sleep well.. Have been skipping breakfast & lunch as i don't have much of a appitide

Despite I'm tired & exhausted, I won't stop trying my best in school, won't stop believing in myself, won't stop having a happy face in cg & church(maybe not a really happy one in school..). But most importantly, I won't stop shining & serving for our Lord!

July in a flash..
Told myself to work twice as hard as last semester to improve my studies..
Wonder why some teachers just can't control the class.. The moment they come in, our class really becomes a very rowdy fish market.. Have been having a little running nose these few days.. Feel drowsy almost every morning.. & panadol pills doesn't even seems to work at all..(wasted $$ to buy them?) going to redo the art project this friday with some classmates.. i seem to always to be with the same few malay girls whenever it comes to project work & stuff. Cuz am always quite the quiet one with the others even with ex-KCS'rians..
Its YK zone service this Sun! Am back to serving too.. 0.0
Finally got to talk to Pei Ying today at sch during recess..
End..

what a day today.. & its the first day of school.. There was suppose to be moving monday today for performing arts thus wore my PE shirt to school, went there early also.. Arrived at school only to find out that moving monday was canceled due to H1N1.. Quickly changed out of PE attire & wore my uniform.. Than, i found out that i downloaded the wrong timetable for semester 2.. Than i thought there wasn't any chinese or geo lesson.. Didn't bring the textbooks.. Got punished for not bringing the chinese textbook but luckily Mrs Koh didn't start the geography lesson today.. What's worse is that i've been having a runny nose ever since this morning & almost slept in class cuz i didn't slept well yesterday night.. I can't sleep these few days.. Go to bed at 10 or 11pm & only fell asleep at 1am.. The last time i slept like this was when i was afraid of my PSLE results.. What in the world am i afraid of now?..

Yesterday was GREAT! (though today's been a total nightmare..)
Was off duty yesterday.. Joined cg.. Can't remember when was the last time i actually praised & worshipped God without thinking of anything else like: the attendance of the zone.. blah blah blah... =p
Too bad i couldn't join the others after service cuz gotta rush to Sengkang(aunt's house). Actually, went there & did almost nothing.. -.-
Came back home at 9pm+... managed to get the project from the laptop..

School's back.. Maybe the 'emo me' might come back since i'm back in class..
Kays.. ending here..

for the first time, i'm actually thinking of not serving this sun.. Not that i'm being lazy or something, but i think i'm having lesser time worshipping God as i'm always taking attendance when the others are worshipping.. What's more, i can't remember the last time i sat together wif my cg members & fellowship wif them.. -.- (seriously, not an excuse.) but don't think the ministry will understand this.. o.o gotta go to sengkang this sun aft service.. (aunt's house) its so boring, if it rains, won't be able to go swimming.. Can't bring my laptop there too, since i'm going to church 1st.. Try to ask mum if can go eat with cg members 1st then go to sengkang.. & i'm going back to the living hell again this mon.. gotta rush my homework.. & i'm missing my thumb drive.. dad's gonna scold me again if i can't find it.. & Zheng Wei's going to Switzerland for his studies.. Guess there won't be anyone making fun of Pei Ying & me anymore.. =(
Going to Daryl's house for prayer meeting tomorrow.. Been a whie since i seen my cg members, finally get to see them tomorrow.. But my apologies to Zheng Wei, cuz 7pm is kinda late for me thus won't be attending your farewell dinner tomorrow..

Oh yeah, & maybe won't be blogging much or updating much after the school reopens.. Cuz want to focus on my studies. (You guys know what i'm aiming for..)
So, wish me good luck & pray that I'll get my greatest desire for this year..

Byes..

Happy Times..

Went out today wif Val & Rac! They're one of my good sisters i have.. Had fun today even though we only stayed at Toa Payoh cuz Rac's mum won't let her go too far.. We talked like we'll never end! To say the truth, we talked the whole day we were together.. We even chose to walk than take the bus so we can talk longer on the way to the arcade..

Forgot to take picture wif Val.. Don't care! Val, next time must take wif you!! hahas! Toa Payoh is like our some called the place we always hang out at.. But the sad thing is that there's no neoprints there.. The one at Junction 8 has now turned into a CD shop.. -.- There was one in Toa Payoh too, but also closed down..

Made a deal to go out whenever we're free or something.. Come to think of it, its kinda sad that we used to be a group of 4 girls..(Arguements are so scary..) As long as we stay in contact, I'm sure we'll stay together. Cuz they're like the only ones left that knows my temper, my likes & hates & stuff like that.. Have known Rac ever since we're in P1. Met Val last year in 6.3'08. How i wish we could somehow turn back time!!!

Extended holidays?

recieved a text msg from M.Y & Rac abt 45 mins ago saying that ChannelNewAsia.com is having a poll of what MOE should do abt the schools because of H1N1.. There were 3 choices we could chose from..

1. Extend the holidays
2. Have the lessons put online
3. Continue with normal school hours & lessons as usual..

Turns out that 41606 ppl have voted for 'extend the holidays'. Including me lar.. But i bet 80% of that no. was voted by students.. I mean, who wants to go back to school after enjoying a 1 month holiday? My reason was that I didn't want to return to that 'Living-Hell' class of mine.. -.- Seriously, they're not little angels but little devils under disguise.. argh, makes me sick even thinking of them.. Have never hate a class this long.. Even 5.3'07 & 6.3'08 made me love them after 2 or 3 months.. But 6 months?.. This is insane.. =.= I normally bond with most of the classmates by 6 months, but this class is the opposite.. instead of bonding with them, I only feel that i'm only hating them more & more each day.. =.= walau, this is hell for me..
Can never forget what bro said to me.. If i can't get to the express stream, I'll be stuck wif them for another year or 2... argh... What bad luck.. To be stuck with them for another year?
NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Father's Day..

Its father's day today.. guess what? Dad isn't in Singapore.. =(
Mum said that he's gone to Indonesia.. What a date to chose to go overseas..
went serving this morning as internal usher.. The surprising thing is that Kim decided to join Usher Ministry.. =.=... was appointed probably at the most boring door.. Kim was just determined to stay with me & won't even let me leave her alone for a minute..(super-glue.. =.=) After a while, Joseph turned up & took away Kim for Trail(Yays!! jk,jk..) but Joseph left her a while & ended up coming back to me again without telling him.. =.= Finally when the drama started, was told to go in & enjoy the drama.. After drama, went back to cg & sang a birthday song for Noel.. Then went back to logistics to do recycling. Guo Jun was cracking jokes throughout the whole time when we were doing recycling.. argh..
Nothing much to say today.. Too sad to say anything i guess.. =(
Bye Byes.. =/

Family..

heyo.. i'm back to blogging.. =)

CHC is organising another Father's Day Photo Contest! Wohoo.. &..... I've already sent a pic of me & daddy to them! haha.. But... -.- Come to think of it.. Last year Children's Church too had this event just that it was called 'Mother & Child look-a-like Contest'.. That time, it was teacher Joanna who insisted that i took a pic wif mum & sent it to her.. (that was what i did..) But to say the truth, i didn't really look like my mum thus thought i sure won't win... But.. -.-.. We ended up bringing the $100 takashimaya voucher home.. The photo that i entered in with was lost so i'm not able to put it here but i'll upload the one i just sent.. Here goes..

TaDa!! To say the truth.. -.- this action isn't we planned wan hor.. whenever we pose for an action, the whole family will do this.. ppl always laugh when they help us take a picture..
I have a funny Family!! haha. =)

Nanyang Polytechnic

Just came back from sch.. went to Nanyang Polytechnic yesterday & today.. yesterday was sooo frustrating! turns out that Beatty Secondary's C.O isn't the only school attending the music camp.. Mayflower & Greenridge secondary's C.O also came.. first of all, Mayflower was late like abt 30min+ yesterday.. When we played games, greenridge didn't play, than keep on saying 'Forfeit, forfeit!'. When my friend got forfeit, still not happy, take out the phone & video it. I not happy, told the person-in-charge.. the person-in-charge say its 'okay'! (Wa lao..) When cheer time, person-in-charge want us to cheer with our school mates. Only the juniors playing Er-hu was there then, which meant only 4 of us against the two schools each having like abt 10 & above ppl.. We say no fair, then we not happy give the leaders 'lian se kan'. Greenridge say us 13 liao, still act like kids, un-matured! Wa lao! say us, don't say themselves..
We complained to our C.O President, Amanda.. I said that my friend was wearing Beatty school attire & if the video go into the web like Youtube or something.. There goes our reputation AGAIN!!(my friend did a very embarrasing thing for the forfeit btw) Lucky that our president is a caring one(thank God for her!) So we told this matter to the leaders.. What happened aft that, i'm not sure.. They just said that its solved today when they saw us.. The leaders from Nanyang Polytechnic was kind & caring.. They were willing to hear our problems we had wif both the schools.. They were very funny, thus made it easy for them to cheer us up..
But still, its best that i look out for any videos that has a Beattytian wearing a 'Sturdee' T-shirt in Youtube..(tell me if you see any..)

I videoed some of performances done by C.O members.. Here Goes! ENJOY!!

finally closed msn account.. So ma fan.. changed all my accounts(Facebook,Friendster,Blogger, ect.) into the new one cuz the 1st one was really causing me alot of problems.. Got a little probs changing my email account for Blogger, so may lose this blog or something.. -.- Anw..

Went back to school yesterday for P.O.P(Passing out parade) don't know what's it for to say the truth.. we just went there to sort of organize a party for graduating C.O seniors.. took some pictures when i was eating the buffet with Dannica..

Its so bored at home doing nothing.. Cousin Paul will be staying with us for the weekends again this week.. Ahh... Serving tomorrow's service again.. Its Celebrity Weekend! Sheesh, serving when they're performing.. -.- Nvms.. Ending here! Byes! =)

Father's day is coming soon.. Wonder what to buy for dad? Looks like i'll be going shopping for the present soon lor. =.=
went downstairs Mac with Pei Ying today when the band was having break till 1 pm.. She only told me that 'Fish-Monger' was also there when i went down.. sheesh, really don't feel like seeing anyone from that class of mine since its the june holidays liao.. Anw, i tried my best, but still got seen by him lor.. -.-' *sigh* hope that tats the last time i see any of the classmates till the holiday ends.. Argh, thinking of them ruins my good mood, enough of them..
Kah Mun went back to Malaysia, IPOH yesterday by coach at abt 10pm. hope that we'll go out again when she comes back to S'pore. Everybody's either going for vacation or returning back to Indonesia.. For now, i've got 3 friends going back to Indonesia & a few going for vacation..
Went back to BSS yesterday for C.O.. the senior wanted us to do a video for the graduating seniors.. I did the most embarrasing thing ever in my whole life! feel like wearing a mask to C.O next time.. Went to watch 'The Night At The Museum 2' wif my family at abt 4.25 pm. Dad also booked the tickets for the 'Transformers Marathon'.. Its just watching both Transformer 1 & 2 aft that.. Sian liao.. might as well bring a pillow there if i fall asleep or something..
Thats all for today..

Byes.. =)

went out on friday with kah mun & jonas. went to watch 'Hannah Montana the Movie'. It was a really funny, i was laughing my head off..
went to make-up cg yesterday with pei ying in Holland V.. just that we went back at 4pm cuz i need to attend my cousin's 12th birthday party at her house, Aljunied. -.- i missed a couple of stops & ended up getting off the bus at Paya Lebar Stn.. The party was really crazy, the girls kept screaming cuz linken kept bursting the ballons in front of us..
was on duty in Delta this morning.. was so exhausted that i almost fell asleep during service.. (not on purpose kay..) tried my best to stay awake but found out that the security seating beside me was asleep.. -.-?
argh.. nothing to blog about this few days.. its so boring staying at home! i want out.. anybody want to hang out? i'm free this tue-fri! i feel like i'm in some sort of jail.. get me outta here! haha. jk jk.. =p

Byes...
Venessa Lim Xiao Shi

these pictures are all edited in picnik.com!

i love these pictures! now that the holidays are here, i can spent the boring hours on these! yeah! i just hate to be at home doing nothing & thinking of homework only makes me frustrated & all.. argh, yet there are still so many homework to be done! still gotta do them.. (since homework don't do themselves.. -.-) *sigh*.. i miss the days last year after PSLEs! no homework & everything.. but i guess, life is sure to get bored if that continues on.. time to fight war with the assignments & homework!! ( at least its doing homework alone.. better than doing it with those classmates of mine.. Wohoo! won't be seeing them for 4 weeks!!)

memories..

the june holidays are here.. i have more time looking through the photos i've taken for the past few years. i compared all the photos & found out i looked the most happy in this picture..(above)

argh, feel like laughing at myself.. my other friends are already posting photos that were taken with their new friends in their blogs & me?.. *sigh*

its a photo that i feel that can never be taken once more again as i don't think i have that smile on that face ever since i graduated from KCS, got seperated from my closest friends & went into that class.. feels like i've lost all of them & was dropped into a real living hell full of sadness & darkness at the same time..

i even wonder.. wonder if they still even remember me or even knew i was missing them.. my mum always says.. : The old must go, for the new must come..

but what if i don't want the new to come or the old to go?.. i'll be just a "fish-monger" if i do that.. being "sel-fish" & not thinking of my friends.. =(

I just wanna tell my friends that were with me throughout the 1 - 6 years..

No matter what happens, even if you have forgotten me.. I'll always remember & always be here for you guys.. Through rain or shine, I'll always be the one to protect you & of course.. The one to give you 'A shoulder to cry on'.. I'll make new friends, but i'll keep you as old. New is sliver, but you are gold.. You guys were great.. =)

Yours Truly,

Venessa Lim Xiao Shi =)

My report card/results!

i got my report book back yesterday during parent-teacher meeting session.. here are my results....

Subject /1st Cont./ 1st Sem./ 1st Comb./ Mark Comb. Grade
English Language/ 68.0/ 63.0/ 64.9/ 4
ChineseN(A) /67.0 /66.0 /66.5 /3
Mathematics /56.0/ 44.0/ 50.0/ 5
Science /66.0 /69.0 /67.5 /3
Geography(revised) /68.0/ 72.0/ 70.0/ 2
History(revised) /53.0 /84.0 /68.5 /3
Literature(E) /75.0/ 77.0 /76.0 /1
Art /62.0 /66.0 /64.5 /4
Home Economics /76.0 /79.0 /78.1 /1
class position: 12/39

level position n(A): 20/80

i managed to improve my history... but my maths... (alamak..)
Kay, now its posted here... Pls don't ask anymore!
Holidays are finally here! & I'm finally released from the "LH"!!

Byes!
Venessa Lim Xiao Shi

missing you..

these few days has been boring ones.. despite there were so many actitvities lined up for us, none of them really interest me.. archery, watchin boring movies with the other classes, even the so called " lindy hip hop dance" practice.. none of them interests me!!
Most of my classmates hav been saying that i look really "emo" & been very "quiet" these few days. my mind is full filled of memories of last year's class, classmates & teachers.. Val organized a "6.3'08 Class gathering 09" maybe in the June holidays soon.. tat's why i'm looking so forward to the June holidays. Been really day-dreaming about how my friends have changed, how we'll react when we finally see each other aft such a long time. maybe that's why i've been so emo these few days?
To my 6.3'08 pals out there!
I look forward to the class gathering BBQ!! =)

Missing You all..
Venessa Lim Xiao Shi

so sad today, wasn't able to attend nor serve in service.. cuz was out celebrating one of my uncle's birthday in the whole morning till like 3pm+?.. not sure myself.. was fun yesterday at cell, i got forfeit playing the game!! i got -5..(thx to daryl.. jk jk) hahas, the forfeit was to eat 10 pieces of potato chips in 1 go in 1 mouthful.. yikes, as if i have a very big mouth -.-.. luckily girls only have to eat 7 pieces instead.. haha, was fun yesterday, too bad pei ying missed it all. there will be no cell for.. 5 weeks! will attend the "Song of Solomon" instead..
argh.. nothing much to say these few days..
I want the june holidays to come ASAP!! get me out of the "Living Hell" (its not the sch, its the class!)

Bye-Bye!
Venessa Lim Xiao Shi

common things

my music teacher always says to our class this.. "God give us something in common, which is common sense. " everytime she says this, i always feel like shouting out the word "Wrong!"
cuz, i feel tat something tat can be found common in us is we always hide our sadness away from our friends & ppl around us not letting them feel sad or worry for us. don't you think? i've come around many friends, & most of them just won't let u see the real them.. seems like tat they always look happy or some sort of 'Kai Xing Guo' all the time, but deep down might be full of sadness, foul moods & everything.. who knows? tats why i always tell my friends tat they can always talk to me of their probs.. but, the funny thing is, i told my friends to talk to me abt their probs, it kinda seem to be tat there's no one to talk to when its my turn.. -.- things always seems to turn out like this.. sigh, am i destined to be everyone's 24/7 counsellor or something?


Signing off!
Venessa Lim Xiao Shi

working hard!

sigh.. today at sch like siao.. George actually fought with another guy tat he's been disturbing ever since the start of the sch tis morning during math lesson, i couldn't concertrate cuz of them.. workin hard like siao these few days, can't believe myself whenever i see how i actually study for chinese spellings.. here's some pics showing the books & paper used when i revise for chinese..














most of my friends are shocked whenever they see all these paper.. btw, i didn't cause global warming lols.. i use unwanted paper normally when there's a printing error with the printer & stuff.. i recycle kay? hahas..

Ending here..
Venessa Lim Xiao Shi

today!

went to cell today at abt 1.41pm? forgotten, not sure.. hahas. i told jeanine & pei ying abt the "miracle" that happened to me & my team for the ACM project when i met them.. i'm happy abt it, i guess. lols. when we were on the way to darell's house, 1st, it was sally who suddenly walked up infront of us & started talkin & walkin wif us.( got frightened) then when we walked more further, a tall guy wearing a white t-shirt suddenly walked pass us & said "faster, we'll late liao" it took me a while to realize tat the guy was zheng wei.. lols.. during cell, i told my testimony( abt the project) to the whole cell..(jeanine told me to! jk,jk) some of them seems to be "shocked" when i said our mark for the project which was done on simple paper & written by pencil.. it was my 1st testimony! hahas. aft cell, of course we went straight home as the others went to eat. went to buy drinks wif pei ying & neomi b/4 we went in the train. we were like really killing time as we really did everything vry vry slowly. soooo slow tat even jeanine & zheng wei caught up wif us!
i found out tat i seem to be "more" happy at cell & church then at home & sch.. dn't know why too.. o.o

Ending here!
Venessa Lim Xiao Shi

Wow!

i'm still shocked by the fact tat Mrs Koh, my geo teacher gaved my team(6 ppl including me) a 29/32 marks for the ACM project!.. why am i shocked, u might ask.. coz, we only formed the group yesterday & we didn't went back to do the project. i researched it, but wrote it on a piece of paper.. i only found out that most of the teams did it on microsoft powerpoint, which only makes my presentation like rubbish.. obviously, the whole team lost faith & wanted to give up. i didn't wrote all the info on the piece of paper. coz its all in my head liao.. lols. so, no choice, we decided to write everything we know on a piece of paper, luckily, Mrs Koh only wants us to present 2 sculpture & reflections. i only knew 2, & only researched on these 2.. (Ganesha & Khmer Buddha) we needed to draw them out since we don't have the pictures. i drew the head of Khmer Buddha while Jannah drew Ganesha's elephant head followed by their bodies drew by Siew Lian. we wrote little info cos most of us already knew the story of both gods, didn't read from paper so got eye-contact wif class/audience.(extra marks!)
we did it last min, on paper and not in latest technology..
Teamwork is the best!

Cya! =)
Venessa Lim Xiao Shi

sec 1 or pri 1?

i feel that my class behaves more like pri 1 class than a sec 1 class.. throwing tantrunts at teachers, not listening to teacher's warnings, being chased out of class.. ha, really acts like 7 yr olds.. hahas.. have decided to go for CHC's coming water baptism! dad has agreed, need to ask mum now.. argh, feels kinda of stress these few days, (even though i have no mid year paper lols) there are soooooooo many projects! & i'm not sure how to do also! i'm so stressed that my head kinda feels heavy that i went to cut my hair just now.. AHHH! i must submit the geography project to Mrs Koh by tomorrow! Mdm Tan gaved us another project today.. followed by history teacher, Mr Gan.. secondary school life must be filled with assignments & projects, i guess.. talkin abt history, the class had a history class a few days ago.. guess what? i was sick the previous week & was unaware of the coming test & was unprepared! thank God that i did some revision on history when i was sick at home the previous week.. luckily, Mr Gan was very good enough to have gone through the important parts of chapter before he gaved us the test! just that 1N1 doesn't treasure good teachers & (as expected..) more than half the class wasn't listening to him.. but during the class, most of them was clueless & was even asking Mr Gan during the class! some even cheated.. hahas, serve them right for not listening to class! the results aren't out yet though, so i can't be so happy... yet..

Ending Here!
Venessa Lim Xiao Shi =)

Faith

I was on duty in Bravo this morning. Our church invited a pastor from Chicago called Dr. Stephan K. Munsey.. Turns out that he's a very good speaker. He's kinda good at acting 2 persons & more at the same time! hahas. argh.. didn't get to meet or fellowship with my cell members this morning.. i had to do area cleaning & recycling aft service, our sub zone is having an event today.. they're going to watch a movie; X Men, Wolverine. Then they will be going bowling.. too bad, i didn't go with them.. =( Maybe next time.. the word that everyone heard during today's service is still in my head..
" The level of your forgiveness is your level of faith.."
We just need faith to forgive the people we have hated..
& yesterday's word..
" God wants to speak his word, but no one wants to listen."
God spoke his word, but no one listened.. & we only end up failing & having regrets of not listening in the first place..

Ending post here! ^^

God Bless,
Venessa Lim Xiao Shi

my cell group leader just made me become the cell's so called "refreshment ic" lolz.. -_-' i didn't even requested or volunteered to be it! i mean, there's kim, winni or even noel.. why in the world choose me? o.o hello, i'm serving as usher,(not an excuse, i know) & now after what bro have told me, I need to work twice as hard in my studies to get to express!.. *sigh* Bro told me that.. the class i'm in now will be the same as next year.. Well, that is unless i get to the express stream.. this class really has a heart made of stone.. never in my life have i had a class that doesn't have a single person calling me or messaging me to ask if i'm okay when i'm absent from school.. i mean, no one from 1N1 but there's at least one from 1N2 & one from 1E3.. Its not like they don't have my no. or something.. there's like at least 8 ppl there tat has it! & none called.. dissapointed.. -.-' anw, just recovered from my fever.. i still have cough & abit of sore throat.. my voice isn't 100% back too.. how on earth am i gonna serve this sun? HELP!!!

I'm Sick!

Having a cough, sore throat & slight fever now.. The doctor gaved me a two day medical leave.. So sad! Gotta retake my Science, History & Literature test after I go back I guess.. I'm no longer felling giddy though. Ah!! We'll suppose to take our class photo & renew our ez-link card today.. Nevermind, I wasn't thinking of buying the photo as I didn't want to remember this horrible class for this year. Lolz. I'm only worried about the tests.. Being in normal is worst enough le.. Don't wanna fail another test/exam ever again, want to go to Express Stream! Believe in the Lord & it'll happen! Serving this sunday morning & recycling. I realised that even though you might feel lost sometimes, there's always friends for you. To care for you, to lend you a shoulder to cry on.. * flashback* these words reminds me of the graduating day last year in KCS.
Maybe I should accept the fact that the past is the past & can no longer happen again in this lifetime. I should accept my class this year even though they really make me hate them sometimes..

Saiyonara!
Venessa Lim Xiao Shi

@ CHC Today..

Kinda feels like I'm writing 'Today' newspaper all the time as I always write the word 'Today'.. Lolz..

Woke up at about 7.17am this morning.. I know, I'm 'kiasu'.. The door only opens at 9 btw.. I reached Expo hall 8 at about 8.36 I think.. (Too early I guess..-_-' My mum is right about me, always wakes up so early for nothing sometimes.) I didn't have usher duty today, so I decided to wake up later for morning prayer meeting.. Didn't thought its still too early. When the door opened, I went in, was expecting the same old people there.. Didn't thought that there was nobody at all in the whole Echo area.. o.o.. *Stunned*
Didn't knew what to do so I just went in & out again of the hall.. Wanted to call pei ying when suddenly saw Zheng Wei came into the hall. I gaved a sigh of relieve & quickly followed him.(Though he doesn't know. lolz) Sat at the same place just a little back when suddenly released there was only total including me 2 people siting there.. Alamak, really came tooooo early this time.. I kept wondering how come 30 mins have pass but pei ying & the other 2 haven't arrived since they messaged me when they were at Tanah Merah Interchange..
The answer was these 3 'aunties' was taking their own time eating, sending songs to one another, going here & there & so on... Hello! Its not everytime I sit with them & yet they went to play themselves instead of fellowshipping.. lolz..

So sad.. Its raining now.. Hope the others don't get wet at the Singapore Flyer. They went there for lunch & other activities.. Argh, need to continue searching for the home econs' project.. Sighs, I don't wanna do them!...

Pray that I'll do well for my upcoming tests!
Venessa Lim Xiao Shi