what a day today.. & its the first day of school.. There was suppose to be moving monday today for performing arts thus wore my PE shirt to school, went there early also.. Arrived at school only to find out that moving monday was canceled due to H1N1.. Quickly changed out of PE attire & wore my uniform.. Than, i found out that i downloaded the wrong timetable for semester 2.. Than i thought there wasn't any chinese or geo lesson.. Didn't bring the textbooks.. Got punished for not bringing the chinese textbook but luckily Mrs Koh didn't start the geography lesson today.. What's worse is that i've been having a runny nose ever since this morning & almost slept in class cuz i didn't slept well yesterday night.. I can't sleep these few days.. Go to bed at 10 or 11pm & only fell asleep at 1am.. The last time i slept like this was when i was afraid of my PSLE results.. What in the world am i afraid of now?..

Yesterday was GREAT! (though today's been a total nightmare..)
Was off duty yesterday.. Joined cg.. Can't remember when was the last time i actually praised & worshipped God without thinking of anything else like: the attendance of the zone.. blah blah blah... =p
Too bad i couldn't join the others after service cuz gotta rush to Sengkang(aunt's house). Actually, went there & did almost nothing.. -.-
Came back home at 9pm+... managed to get the project from the laptop..

School's back.. Maybe the 'emo me' might come back since i'm back in class..
Kays.. ending here..

for the first time, i'm actually thinking of not serving this sun.. Not that i'm being lazy or something, but i think i'm having lesser time worshipping God as i'm always taking attendance when the others are worshipping.. What's more, i can't remember the last time i sat together wif my cg members & fellowship wif them.. -.- (seriously, not an excuse.) but don't think the ministry will understand this.. o.o gotta go to sengkang this sun aft service.. (aunt's house) its so boring, if it rains, won't be able to go swimming.. Can't bring my laptop there too, since i'm going to church 1st.. Try to ask mum if can go eat with cg members 1st then go to sengkang.. & i'm going back to the living hell again this mon.. gotta rush my homework.. & i'm missing my thumb drive.. dad's gonna scold me again if i can't find it.. & Zheng Wei's going to Switzerland for his studies.. Guess there won't be anyone making fun of Pei Ying & me anymore.. =(
Going to Daryl's house for prayer meeting tomorrow.. Been a whie since i seen my cg members, finally get to see them tomorrow.. But my apologies to Zheng Wei, cuz 7pm is kinda late for me thus won't be attending your farewell dinner tomorrow..

Oh yeah, & maybe won't be blogging much or updating much after the school reopens.. Cuz want to focus on my studies. (You guys know what i'm aiming for..)
So, wish me good luck & pray that I'll get my greatest desire for this year..

Byes..

Happy Times..

Went out today wif Val & Rac! They're one of my good sisters i have.. Had fun today even though we only stayed at Toa Payoh cuz Rac's mum won't let her go too far.. We talked like we'll never end! To say the truth, we talked the whole day we were together.. We even chose to walk than take the bus so we can talk longer on the way to the arcade..

Forgot to take picture wif Val.. Don't care! Val, next time must take wif you!! hahas! Toa Payoh is like our some called the place we always hang out at.. But the sad thing is that there's no neoprints there.. The one at Junction 8 has now turned into a CD shop.. -.- There was one in Toa Payoh too, but also closed down..

Made a deal to go out whenever we're free or something.. Come to think of it, its kinda sad that we used to be a group of 4 girls..(Arguements are so scary..) As long as we stay in contact, I'm sure we'll stay together. Cuz they're like the only ones left that knows my temper, my likes & hates & stuff like that.. Have known Rac ever since we're in P1. Met Val last year in 6.3'08. How i wish we could somehow turn back time!!!

Extended holidays?

recieved a text msg from M.Y & Rac abt 45 mins ago saying that ChannelNewAsia.com is having a poll of what MOE should do abt the schools because of H1N1.. There were 3 choices we could chose from..

1. Extend the holidays
2. Have the lessons put online
3. Continue with normal school hours & lessons as usual..

Turns out that 41606 ppl have voted for 'extend the holidays'. Including me lar.. But i bet 80% of that no. was voted by students.. I mean, who wants to go back to school after enjoying a 1 month holiday? My reason was that I didn't want to return to that 'Living-Hell' class of mine.. -.- Seriously, they're not little angels but little devils under disguise.. argh, makes me sick even thinking of them.. Have never hate a class this long.. Even 5.3'07 & 6.3'08 made me love them after 2 or 3 months.. But 6 months?.. This is insane.. =.= I normally bond with most of the classmates by 6 months, but this class is the opposite.. instead of bonding with them, I only feel that i'm only hating them more & more each day.. =.= walau, this is hell for me..
Can never forget what bro said to me.. If i can't get to the express stream, I'll be stuck wif them for another year or 2... argh... What bad luck.. To be stuck with them for another year?
NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Father's Day..

Its father's day today.. guess what? Dad isn't in Singapore.. =(
Mum said that he's gone to Indonesia.. What a date to chose to go overseas..
went serving this morning as internal usher.. The surprising thing is that Kim decided to join Usher Ministry.. =.=... was appointed probably at the most boring door.. Kim was just determined to stay with me & won't even let me leave her alone for a minute..(super-glue.. =.=) After a while, Joseph turned up & took away Kim for Trail(Yays!! jk,jk..) but Joseph left her a while & ended up coming back to me again without telling him.. =.= Finally when the drama started, was told to go in & enjoy the drama.. After drama, went back to cg & sang a birthday song for Noel.. Then went back to logistics to do recycling. Guo Jun was cracking jokes throughout the whole time when we were doing recycling.. argh..
Nothing much to say today.. Too sad to say anything i guess.. =(
Bye Byes.. =/

Family..

heyo.. i'm back to blogging.. =)

CHC is organising another Father's Day Photo Contest! Wohoo.. &..... I've already sent a pic of me & daddy to them! haha.. But... -.- Come to think of it.. Last year Children's Church too had this event just that it was called 'Mother & Child look-a-like Contest'.. That time, it was teacher Joanna who insisted that i took a pic wif mum & sent it to her.. (that was what i did..) But to say the truth, i didn't really look like my mum thus thought i sure won't win... But.. -.-.. We ended up bringing the $100 takashimaya voucher home.. The photo that i entered in with was lost so i'm not able to put it here but i'll upload the one i just sent.. Here goes..

TaDa!! To say the truth.. -.- this action isn't we planned wan hor.. whenever we pose for an action, the whole family will do this.. ppl always laugh when they help us take a picture..
I have a funny Family!! haha. =)

Nanyang Polytechnic

Just came back from sch.. went to Nanyang Polytechnic yesterday & today.. yesterday was sooo frustrating! turns out that Beatty Secondary's C.O isn't the only school attending the music camp.. Mayflower & Greenridge secondary's C.O also came.. first of all, Mayflower was late like abt 30min+ yesterday.. When we played games, greenridge didn't play, than keep on saying 'Forfeit, forfeit!'. When my friend got forfeit, still not happy, take out the phone & video it. I not happy, told the person-in-charge.. the person-in-charge say its 'okay'! (Wa lao..) When cheer time, person-in-charge want us to cheer with our school mates. Only the juniors playing Er-hu was there then, which meant only 4 of us against the two schools each having like abt 10 & above ppl.. We say no fair, then we not happy give the leaders 'lian se kan'. Greenridge say us 13 liao, still act like kids, un-matured! Wa lao! say us, don't say themselves..
We complained to our C.O President, Amanda.. I said that my friend was wearing Beatty school attire & if the video go into the web like Youtube or something.. There goes our reputation AGAIN!!(my friend did a very embarrasing thing for the forfeit btw) Lucky that our president is a caring one(thank God for her!) So we told this matter to the leaders.. What happened aft that, i'm not sure.. They just said that its solved today when they saw us.. The leaders from Nanyang Polytechnic was kind & caring.. They were willing to hear our problems we had wif both the schools.. They were very funny, thus made it easy for them to cheer us up..
But still, its best that i look out for any videos that has a Beattytian wearing a 'Sturdee' T-shirt in Youtube..(tell me if you see any..)

I videoed some of performances done by C.O members.. Here Goes! ENJOY!!

finally closed msn account.. So ma fan.. changed all my accounts(Facebook,Friendster,Blogger, ect.) into the new one cuz the 1st one was really causing me alot of problems.. Got a little probs changing my email account for Blogger, so may lose this blog or something.. -.- Anw..

Went back to school yesterday for P.O.P(Passing out parade) don't know what's it for to say the truth.. we just went there to sort of organize a party for graduating C.O seniors.. took some pictures when i was eating the buffet with Dannica..

Its so bored at home doing nothing.. Cousin Paul will be staying with us for the weekends again this week.. Ahh... Serving tomorrow's service again.. Its Celebrity Weekend! Sheesh, serving when they're performing.. -.- Nvms.. Ending here! Byes! =)

Father's day is coming soon.. Wonder what to buy for dad? Looks like i'll be going shopping for the present soon lor. =.=
went downstairs Mac with Pei Ying today when the band was having break till 1 pm.. She only told me that 'Fish-Monger' was also there when i went down.. sheesh, really don't feel like seeing anyone from that class of mine since its the june holidays liao.. Anw, i tried my best, but still got seen by him lor.. -.-' *sigh* hope that tats the last time i see any of the classmates till the holiday ends.. Argh, thinking of them ruins my good mood, enough of them..
Kah Mun went back to Malaysia, IPOH yesterday by coach at abt 10pm. hope that we'll go out again when she comes back to S'pore. Everybody's either going for vacation or returning back to Indonesia.. For now, i've got 3 friends going back to Indonesia & a few going for vacation..
Went back to BSS yesterday for C.O.. the senior wanted us to do a video for the graduating seniors.. I did the most embarrasing thing ever in my whole life! feel like wearing a mask to C.O next time.. Went to watch 'The Night At The Museum 2' wif my family at abt 4.25 pm. Dad also booked the tickets for the 'Transformers Marathon'.. Its just watching both Transformer 1 & 2 aft that.. Sian liao.. might as well bring a pillow there if i fall asleep or something..
Thats all for today..

Byes.. =)

went out on friday with kah mun & jonas. went to watch 'Hannah Montana the Movie'. It was a really funny, i was laughing my head off..
went to make-up cg yesterday with pei ying in Holland V.. just that we went back at 4pm cuz i need to attend my cousin's 12th birthday party at her house, Aljunied. -.- i missed a couple of stops & ended up getting off the bus at Paya Lebar Stn.. The party was really crazy, the girls kept screaming cuz linken kept bursting the ballons in front of us..
was on duty in Delta this morning.. was so exhausted that i almost fell asleep during service.. (not on purpose kay..) tried my best to stay awake but found out that the security seating beside me was asleep.. -.-?
argh.. nothing to blog about this few days.. its so boring staying at home! i want out.. anybody want to hang out? i'm free this tue-fri! i feel like i'm in some sort of jail.. get me outta here! haha. jk jk.. =p

Byes...
Venessa Lim Xiao Shi

these pictures are all edited in picnik.com!

i love these pictures! now that the holidays are here, i can spent the boring hours on these! yeah! i just hate to be at home doing nothing & thinking of homework only makes me frustrated & all.. argh, yet there are still so many homework to be done! still gotta do them.. (since homework don't do themselves.. -.-) *sigh*.. i miss the days last year after PSLEs! no homework & everything.. but i guess, life is sure to get bored if that continues on.. time to fight war with the assignments & homework!! ( at least its doing homework alone.. better than doing it with those classmates of mine.. Wohoo! won't be seeing them for 4 weeks!!)

memories..

the june holidays are here.. i have more time looking through the photos i've taken for the past few years. i compared all the photos & found out i looked the most happy in this picture..(above)

argh, feel like laughing at myself.. my other friends are already posting photos that were taken with their new friends in their blogs & me?.. *sigh*

its a photo that i feel that can never be taken once more again as i don't think i have that smile on that face ever since i graduated from KCS, got seperated from my closest friends & went into that class.. feels like i've lost all of them & was dropped into a real living hell full of sadness & darkness at the same time..

i even wonder.. wonder if they still even remember me or even knew i was missing them.. my mum always says.. : The old must go, for the new must come..

but what if i don't want the new to come or the old to go?.. i'll be just a "fish-monger" if i do that.. being "sel-fish" & not thinking of my friends.. =(

I just wanna tell my friends that were with me throughout the 1 - 6 years..

No matter what happens, even if you have forgotten me.. I'll always remember & always be here for you guys.. Through rain or shine, I'll always be the one to protect you & of course.. The one to give you 'A shoulder to cry on'.. I'll make new friends, but i'll keep you as old. New is sliver, but you are gold.. You guys were great.. =)

Yours Truly,

Venessa Lim Xiao Shi =)