the june holidays are here.. i have more time looking through the photos i've taken for the past few years. i compared all the photos & found out i looked the most happy in this picture..(above)
argh, feel like laughing at myself.. my other friends are already posting photos that were taken with their new friends in their blogs & me?.. *sigh*
its a photo that i feel that can never be taken once more again as i don't think i have that smile on that face ever since i graduated from KCS, got seperated from my closest friends & went into that class.. feels like i've lost all of them & was dropped into a real living hell full of sadness & darkness at the same time..
i even wonder.. wonder if they still even remember me or even knew i was missing them.. my mum always says.. : The old must go, for the new must come..
but what if i don't want the new to come or the old to go?.. i'll be just a "fish-monger" if i do that.. being "sel-fish" & not thinking of my friends.. =(
I just wanna tell my friends that were with me throughout the 1 - 6 years..
No matter what happens, even if you have forgotten me.. I'll always remember & always be here for you guys.. Through rain or shine, I'll always be the one to protect you & of course.. The one to give you 'A shoulder to cry on'.. I'll make new friends, but i'll keep you as old. New is sliver, but you are gold.. You guys were great.. =)
Yours Truly,
Venessa Lim Xiao Shi =)
