Its was fun yesterday & today. Went to Joline's house with Frederick, Xiu Qi & Siew Lian.
Ha, it was fun making fun of each other & saying some lame jokes that i heard from bro. We end up playing even though our main aim was actually to do project. (Muhahaaa)
Went to Bishan Swimming Complex for swimming lessons this morning. Enjoyed it.. ^^
ICT, acted all the scenes all over again cuz one of the team members wasn't in school last week. NG quite a few times..
After school, went for lunch @ Macs with some Odelia, Dannica & Baljina b/4 going for C.O practice. Heh, we acted like some crazy ppl cuz Baljina kept making us laugh till we can't stop.
C.O practice, didn't thought i'll be kinda rusty after for not playing the Er-hu for already a year. But still, it was fun to learn everything all over again like what i did when i was 8. haha
Geo test tomorrow, C.O practice & gotta rush home & go to Singapore Indoor Stadium for F.O.P..
Going out on Sat..
Serving on Sun for 2 services in a row.. (Wish me luck..)
Nothing much to blog abt actually to say the truth, just ain't in a good mood these few days..
THE END..
Monday, July 27, 2009
A role that i never want to play..
I never liked playing the role, 'one man show'.. -.-
What's more, there's 2 projects that deadline's tomorrow!! I really can't tolerate this class full of ungrateful ppl.. This ain't the 1st time! The first was the ACM project that i was told to do everything & print everything.. Was grouped with a bunch of chinese classmates that time. Next was Art project, was group with 3 other malay girls. This at least they apologized that they couldn't help much & gave thanks after the project was handed in.. & THIS??!! D&T IS THE WORSE!!!!! Got teamed up with the laziest guy in class & Jannah that told me that she doesn't know how to do it!! What in the world have you been doing in class? Better not argue with me if your name isn't in both the projects.. & 2 projects by myself?! I don't care, i'm going to tell the teacher that no one contributed.. This class is driving me nuts.. If I knew, I would have took Sally's advice not to take Beatty Sec.. Not only the class, but even other ppl in other classes.. The only thing I like about this school is my CCA.. The seniors are kind & the express students never looked down at us, N(a) students.. But KCS is still the best.. I wonder if the pricipal ever thought of building a 'Kheng Cheng Secondary School..' I would really really be glad to transfer there!.. It would be the best of all things.. Any Ex- KCS'rians agree??
What's more, there's 2 projects that deadline's tomorrow!! I really can't tolerate this class full of ungrateful ppl.. This ain't the 1st time! The first was the ACM project that i was told to do everything & print everything.. Was grouped with a bunch of chinese classmates that time. Next was Art project, was group with 3 other malay girls. This at least they apologized that they couldn't help much & gave thanks after the project was handed in.. & THIS??!! D&T IS THE WORSE!!!!! Got teamed up with the laziest guy in class & Jannah that told me that she doesn't know how to do it!! What in the world have you been doing in class? Better not argue with me if your name isn't in both the projects.. & 2 projects by myself?! I don't care, i'm going to tell the teacher that no one contributed.. This class is driving me nuts.. If I knew, I would have took Sally's advice not to take Beatty Sec.. Not only the class, but even other ppl in other classes.. The only thing I like about this school is my CCA.. The seniors are kind & the express students never looked down at us, N(a) students.. But KCS is still the best.. I wonder if the pricipal ever thought of building a 'Kheng Cheng Secondary School..' I would really really be glad to transfer there!.. It would be the best of all things.. Any Ex- KCS'rians agree??
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Identity
Went to riverwalk today for combined cg meeting.. Dress in our own identity, we were told..
Tsk, tsk... At first i wanted to dress maybe as a nerd or something there but i couldn't find a single buttoned-shirt that could make me look like one. Except for the sch attire, i'll be crazy to ever wear it to cg meeting or church.. I'm sick of it, not like Pei Ying.. Talking abt her, i suddenly feel lucky for quiting band. I heard that only a few turned up for practice today, haha, must be sick of doing push-ups all the time.. haha. C.O is much much MUCH better!!
(Eh, back to today)
Ended up wearing a black buttoned-shirt almost similar to what i usually wear whenever i help my dad with photography projects. But seriously, i still don't get why my cg members told me to go up when the theme was 'Singapore' or something likedat.. I just said what i needed to, but maybe what i said was funny that the other cgs laughed... =.= But to say the truth! What i wore today isn't my real identity..(sorry to dissapoint..) I never had any thoughts of following my dad's footsteps to become a photographer when i grow up. I don't know why ppl always assume that i'm good at photography or i like it once they hear that my dad's a photographer. Photography just isn't my thing.. Then, what is my identity?? I have no idea, to say the truth...
Tsk, tsk... At first i wanted to dress maybe as a nerd or something there but i couldn't find a single buttoned-shirt that could make me look like one. Except for the sch attire, i'll be crazy to ever wear it to cg meeting or church.. I'm sick of it, not like Pei Ying.. Talking abt her, i suddenly feel lucky for quiting band. I heard that only a few turned up for practice today, haha, must be sick of doing push-ups all the time.. haha. C.O is much much MUCH better!!
(Eh, back to today)
Ended up wearing a black buttoned-shirt almost similar to what i usually wear whenever i help my dad with photography projects. But seriously, i still don't get why my cg members told me to go up when the theme was 'Singapore' or something likedat.. I just said what i needed to, but maybe what i said was funny that the other cgs laughed... =.= But to say the truth! What i wore today isn't my real identity..(sorry to dissapoint..) I never had any thoughts of following my dad's footsteps to become a photographer when i grow up. I don't know why ppl always assume that i'm good at photography or i like it once they hear that my dad's a photographer. Photography just isn't my thing.. Then, what is my identity?? I have no idea, to say the truth...
Friday, July 24, 2009
Alone
No one likes to be alone. Whenever we are alone, we will always go find other friends so that we won't feel alone.. But there are always reasons that we are alone in the 1st place.. Here are some of the reasons..
1. I'm too quiet & i don't make friends..
2. My 'so called friends' left me alone, they don't want me anymore!!
3. I just want to be alone, i don't need friends, they're irritating!
To say the tuth, I myself was like this in the first place. I could remember sitting alone, just by myself when i was abt 7-9 in the canteen everyday during recess. & sometimes, when i got tired of being irritated by my friends, i'll skip going for lunch with them & go to the library. & of course, there are times when my friends ran away without me. Gone through all these pain & smiles, only managed to find 3 good friends that i once held close to last year in 6.3'08.. Friends change, no matter how much you don't want to, they still will.. As good friends, we won't stop them, even if it means to hurt ourselves. For now, I still feel that i'm going back to the reason 2..
Yes, i'm not really that lonely but I just have a feeling that i am! Being the 'odd-one-out' in school, cg & even church.. I'm always the only chinese with my group members when there's a project.. Kim & Pei Ying always run away 1st leaving me behind with the other adults..(Reason 2!) & I'm always the youngest usher whenever i serve on sunday services.. Its hard not having a close friend that you can talk to, to have a listening ear to listen to.. I have no idea when i'll ever have another close friend again, cuz I was really really hurt by the previous one that blamed me for everything & at the end, ran away..
1. I'm too quiet & i don't make friends..
2. My 'so called friends' left me alone, they don't want me anymore!!
3. I just want to be alone, i don't need friends, they're irritating!
To say the tuth, I myself was like this in the first place. I could remember sitting alone, just by myself when i was abt 7-9 in the canteen everyday during recess. & sometimes, when i got tired of being irritated by my friends, i'll skip going for lunch with them & go to the library. & of course, there are times when my friends ran away without me. Gone through all these pain & smiles, only managed to find 3 good friends that i once held close to last year in 6.3'08.. Friends change, no matter how much you don't want to, they still will.. As good friends, we won't stop them, even if it means to hurt ourselves. For now, I still feel that i'm going back to the reason 2..
Yes, i'm not really that lonely but I just have a feeling that i am! Being the 'odd-one-out' in school, cg & even church.. I'm always the only chinese with my group members when there's a project.. Kim & Pei Ying always run away 1st leaving me behind with the other adults..(Reason 2!) & I'm always the youngest usher whenever i serve on sunday services.. Its hard not having a close friend that you can talk to, to have a listening ear to listen to.. I have no idea when i'll ever have another close friend again, cuz I was really really hurt by the previous one that blamed me for everything & at the end, ran away..
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Cell this week is combined with 6 cg?!
& we've been told to wear something that you feel its important to you.. Eh, have absolutely no idea what to wear.. Naomi suggested that i wear something related to my CCA; C.O.. the prob is that juniors aren't given BSS's C.O uniform YET.. I still have KCS's, but.. That's too chinese!! I mean, its no different than a 'Qi Pao'!
Wads important to me.. Studies? Hmm.. Might as well dress as a nerd this sat since bro always call me a bookworm or something likedat.. Aiya, wait till friday night then decide..
Stay tuned.. ^^
& we've been told to wear something that you feel its important to you.. Eh, have absolutely no idea what to wear.. Naomi suggested that i wear something related to my CCA; C.O.. the prob is that juniors aren't given BSS's C.O uniform YET.. I still have KCS's, but.. That's too chinese!! I mean, its no different than a 'Qi Pao'!
Wads important to me.. Studies? Hmm.. Might as well dress as a nerd this sat since bro always call me a bookworm or something likedat.. Aiya, wait till friday night then decide..
Stay tuned.. ^^
Friday, July 17, 2009
My leg's injured.. The funny thing is that i don't know when it got injured..
The floorball game with classmates yesterday only made it worse! kinda 'limped' all the way to school & everywhere i go..
School's resumed, which also means that the tests & examinations are coming backk! will be having math, science & history test soon! The only thing i can think of is revision, revision & more revision.. 1N1's class blog's taggboard have been invaded by nameless & really bored of life ppl.. They use other ppl's name & scold our classmates.. Guess there's alot of ppl who hate our class.. I'm no longer gonna let my classmates affect my studies though. I'm not going to continue this 'hate you, hate me, hate this class' thing affect me anymore, I no longer want to be alone again.. Even though my closest friend in class is a malay, who cares? At least she doesn't make me do everything when it comes to project work. =)
ICT project's next week! But to say the truth, the script for the short play is kinda...tsk tsk.. & i have to act as a student that has no patience & no responsibility at all.. (Am i like that in real life?..)
eh... ending here!
The floorball game with classmates yesterday only made it worse! kinda 'limped' all the way to school & everywhere i go..
School's resumed, which also means that the tests & examinations are coming backk! will be having math, science & history test soon! The only thing i can think of is revision, revision & more revision.. 1N1's class blog's taggboard have been invaded by nameless & really bored of life ppl.. They use other ppl's name & scold our classmates.. Guess there's alot of ppl who hate our class.. I'm no longer gonna let my classmates affect my studies though. I'm not going to continue this 'hate you, hate me, hate this class' thing affect me anymore, I no longer want to be alone again.. Even though my closest friend in class is a malay, who cares? At least she doesn't make me do everything when it comes to project work. =)
ICT project's next week! But to say the truth, the script for the short play is kinda...tsk tsk.. & i have to act as a student that has no patience & no responsibility at all.. (Am i like that in real life?..)
eh... ending here!
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Be Yourself Day!
Today was 'Be Yourself Day'!
Students could chose to wear our own clothes to school. Just that we need to pay $2 for donation.. But hey, its not like we can get to wear our own clothes to school everyday, so we rather give the $2 & be ourself! Class was rather funny today, some wore really kiasu kind like one of the guys wore a western suit to class(even brought his briefcase..) But, guess singaporeans are kiasu most of the time.. hahas. Assembly was canceled due to H1N1. So when it was suppose to be assembly, we stayed in class & spent time with the form teacher. Some classmates really made the class laugh till we can't stop.
Was suppose to go out with Pei Ying & Jie Yi after school, but was having a headache so i went home instead.
argh, there's history tomorrow.. Not that i hate history but the class always show their true colours whenever its history.. Class seating arrangement has been changed & the teacher only gave me worse seats.. -.-
Students could chose to wear our own clothes to school. Just that we need to pay $2 for donation.. But hey, its not like we can get to wear our own clothes to school everyday, so we rather give the $2 & be ourself! Class was rather funny today, some wore really kiasu kind like one of the guys wore a western suit to class(even brought his briefcase..) But, guess singaporeans are kiasu most of the time.. hahas. Assembly was canceled due to H1N1. So when it was suppose to be assembly, we stayed in class & spent time with the form teacher. Some classmates really made the class laugh till we can't stop.
Was suppose to go out with Pei Ying & Jie Yi after school, but was having a headache so i went home instead.
argh, there's history tomorrow.. Not that i hate history but the class always show their true colours whenever its history.. Class seating arrangement has been changed & the teacher only gave me worse seats.. -.-
Monday, July 6, 2009
swap my game with Evelyn yesterday for floorball.
Its not that i didn't want to play or something, just that i felt tired. the weird thing is that i'm not tired physically but tired in the inside(hard to explain)
Felt tired throughout the whole game & i couldn't even sleep when i got home!
School's tomorrow.. Will be wearing my own clothes to school this thursday on 'Be Yourself Day'.. Definitely not wearing white or any skirt! I mean, its almost as the same as wearing the school uniform! (sorry to Pei Ying, am not wearing that!!!) Whatever i'm wearing, i don't think it even matters. No use looking good outside while you're really bad in the inside. What matters is that everyone has fun!(which i doubt that my class will have.. =.=)
Back to revising tomorrow! Hope that i won't have anymore sleepless night after tiring myself.. My focus is now only on my studies. The others, i might have to put it aside first. Back to school, I'll be back to copying down important notes especially my math..(really need help from that!)
ending here.. for now..
Its not that i didn't want to play or something, just that i felt tired. the weird thing is that i'm not tired physically but tired in the inside(hard to explain)
Felt tired throughout the whole game & i couldn't even sleep when i got home!
School's tomorrow.. Will be wearing my own clothes to school this thursday on 'Be Yourself Day'.. Definitely not wearing white or any skirt! I mean, its almost as the same as wearing the school uniform! (sorry to Pei Ying, am not wearing that!!!) Whatever i'm wearing, i don't think it even matters. No use looking good outside while you're really bad in the inside. What matters is that everyone has fun!(which i doubt that my class will have.. =.=)
Back to revising tomorrow! Hope that i won't have anymore sleepless night after tiring myself.. My focus is now only on my studies. The others, i might have to put it aside first. Back to school, I'll be back to copying down important notes especially my math..(really need help from that!)
ending here.. for now..
Saturday, July 4, 2009
A ruined mood..
Came home with a happy mood after cg meeting..
Went to the (this year's) class blog & read what they wrote in the tagg box.. -.-
argh.. Can't take them anymore!!!!!
I couldn't even focus in history class yesterday.. North, South, East & West in where i'm siting.. There's really no such thing as peace there... Having a new start with these guys aren't as easy as i thought.. Drag myself to school with nothing but a hate towards them.. Really don't want to, but they're really really driving me nuts.. Having such 'so called class-mates' really ruins my mood & focus in class & even some times at home.. (I don't want to drag all these things to cell & church & ruin my focus hearing God's word & serving..)
Last resort was to revise more at home than doing other things..
My only happy moments now seems to be only on weekends.. So, guys.. Don't ruin it..
Its YK service tomorrow! Am serving in YK service only of course..
YK cgs.. YK musicians, YK ushers, choir members..
Going for floorball after the service! Yay.. Since there's no school on Monday since its Youth Day tomorrow..
=.= Thinking abt the class really ruins my mood.. Haven't been sleeping well nor eating much these few days.. Woke up 6am in the morning today for nothing but just couldn't sleep well.. Have been skipping breakfast & lunch as i don't have much of a appitide
Despite I'm tired & exhausted, I won't stop trying my best in school, won't stop believing in myself, won't stop having a happy face in cg & church(maybe not a really happy one in school..). But most importantly, I won't stop shining & serving for our Lord!
Went to the (this year's) class blog & read what they wrote in the tagg box.. -.-
argh.. Can't take them anymore!!!!!
I couldn't even focus in history class yesterday.. North, South, East & West in where i'm siting.. There's really no such thing as peace there... Having a new start with these guys aren't as easy as i thought.. Drag myself to school with nothing but a hate towards them.. Really don't want to, but they're really really driving me nuts.. Having such 'so called class-mates' really ruins my mood & focus in class & even some times at home.. (I don't want to drag all these things to cell & church & ruin my focus hearing God's word & serving..)
Last resort was to revise more at home than doing other things..
My only happy moments now seems to be only on weekends.. So, guys.. Don't ruin it..
Its YK service tomorrow! Am serving in YK service only of course..
YK cgs.. YK musicians, YK ushers, choir members..
Going for floorball after the service! Yay.. Since there's no school on Monday since its Youth Day tomorrow..
=.= Thinking abt the class really ruins my mood.. Haven't been sleeping well nor eating much these few days.. Woke up 6am in the morning today for nothing but just couldn't sleep well.. Have been skipping breakfast & lunch as i don't have much of a appitide
Despite I'm tired & exhausted, I won't stop trying my best in school, won't stop believing in myself, won't stop having a happy face in cg & church(maybe not a really happy one in school..). But most importantly, I won't stop shining & serving for our Lord!
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
July in a flash..
Told myself to work twice as hard as last semester to improve my studies..
Wonder why some teachers just can't control the class.. The moment they come in, our class really becomes a very rowdy fish market.. Have been having a little running nose these few days.. Feel drowsy almost every morning.. & panadol pills doesn't even seems to work at all..(wasted $$ to buy them?) going to redo the art project this friday with some classmates.. i seem to always to be with the same few malay girls whenever it comes to project work & stuff. Cuz am always quite the quiet one with the others even with ex-KCS'rians..
Its YK zone service this Sun! Am back to serving too.. 0.0
Finally got to talk to Pei Ying today at sch during recess..
End..
Told myself to work twice as hard as last semester to improve my studies..
Wonder why some teachers just can't control the class.. The moment they come in, our class really becomes a very rowdy fish market.. Have been having a little running nose these few days.. Feel drowsy almost every morning.. & panadol pills doesn't even seems to work at all..(wasted $$ to buy them?) going to redo the art project this friday with some classmates.. i seem to always to be with the same few malay girls whenever it comes to project work & stuff. Cuz am always quite the quiet one with the others even with ex-KCS'rians..
Its YK zone service this Sun! Am back to serving too.. 0.0
Finally got to talk to Pei Ying today at sch during recess..
End..
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