Lies

When you're feeling strongly discouraged; words of comfort from others just sounds like lies.

I guess I was just an idiot dreaming of an impossible dream.

Getting knocked down like that hurt, but I ain't gonna complain.

No use crying over split milk..

The answers are just one; I really am not suited for this thing or two; I'm not good enough.

....

Now who can answer that for me?

Who can tell me if I'm really am not suited for this or I just need more improvement?..

I wish if I'm not good at this; someone would just tell it straight into my face; tell me this ain't my thing & I'll immediately drop this dream of mine & move on..

If not, I'm just here feeling darn hurt cos I feel like I'm just a useless damn idiot that doesn't know what she can do or do well in for the future.

I don't know what to do now.

I just feel like all my dreams & fantasies are all crushed with just that one email.

Damn, now I know how hurtful & hurtful rejection feels.

Like; just damn.

DO IT RIGHT.

Tohoshinki - Bolero (Orgel/Music Box Version)

If you knew me well enough, you would know I just love orgel version of songs...like alot. ^^

Man, if I ever had a kid in a future or something, I'll make this their melody, forever.

We made our ICs about a few weeks ago? OTL bad memory... Anyway, this time my Christian's name officially in. Meaning instead of having "LIM XIAO SHI" in my IC & class attendance lists, it will be "VENESSA LIM XIAO SHI" from then onwards -until I get it.

But I'm confused now... Since all my classmates & ppl I know have been calling me by my chinese name, do I still write 'Lim Xiao Shi' in my homework & stuff or 'Venessa Lim' or 'Venessa Lim Xiao Shi'? Like OTL I DA NAAAAA....

& even after my name's changed, I STILL RATHER YOU PEOPLE CALL ME BY MY CHINESE NAME COS YOU GUISE DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO PRONOUNCE OR SPELL MY CHRISTIAN NAME PROPERLY. .__.

One is enough.

Sore eyes & unhealthly-looking skin color from lack of sleep.

I can't help but feel like I look like a zombie now..

Maybe its cos I got tanned a few weeks back before or its just cause of the lack of sleep. I'm having the 2-4 dreams in a night thingy again. & that only happens when I'm seriously worn out. I haven't had a nightmare that can end up having me waking up in sweat or tears for at least 8 years now, but I'm still having these stressful dreams whereby one comes straight after the other ends & all those dreams are really really confusing & tiring ones. They seem so real that when I wake up, its as if I haven't gotten any sleep yet. I won't be able to remember what the dream was but all I know & remember was that those dreams were really confusing ones.

I'm so tired these days I find myself dozing off in class. & if you know me well enough, you'll know this girl here NEVER falls asleep in class even if she wants to or forces herself to. =.=

I don't know, maybe its just the stress in school finally catching up to me or something but I definitely don't like being like this.

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Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnddddddddd......I am scaring myself whenever I look back at all the profile pictures I had for FB. I'm looking back at them & I actually tilted my head at one & asked myself, ".....Who's that?" when it is just me. O_O

One after another

Before I start anything....

http://www.dbsknights.net/2011/08/trans-110803-interview-2-kim-jaejoong.html?utm_source=twitterfeed&utm_medium=twitter <---- THIS MADE ME CRY.

Fitting it.

What's wrong about that? Damn I really can't tolerate this anymore. People always say, "Just be yourself, be happy with who you are with or around."

Yeah, easier said than done sometimes...

I'm different, that's that.

I'm different than most of the girls in my age group. I don't follow Kpop bands much; I only follow 2. I don't play online games or have a single game in my iTouch either. I don't listen to English songs much either; I don't like Lady GaGa or Katy Perry or whatever, I can't even spell their name right. I don't like to hang out with popular people much; especially the negative ones.

I have one heck of a temper but I tend to hold it back until it reaches my limit. Instead of hanging out with friends & family during the weekends I go for cgm & church services.

I miss out so much b'cos of all these. I can't fit in well unlike most people cos of these. I tend to be more quiet cos I don't wanna be a blabbermouth but people just keep using that to their advantage.

If I talk, I'm said to be annoying, I don't talk, I'm said to be anti-social. WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?

You know you want it, but you also know you can't do it.

Want & Need.

That's what I want & need now.

That's what I want to do & need to do now.

But the problem is, I can't do it.

It'll be just too cruel if I did.

I don't wanna turn my back to you all just cause I can't take it anymore.

Yes, I know it wouldn't be fair for me if I stayed.

But it wouldn't be fair for you guys too if I left.

Hate me, need me, or whatever, I've made my decision; I not gonna leave until there's someone good enough to come take my place.

Obviously this journey isn't looking good for me, but hey, life's a climb & its just gonna get harder & harder here..

Yeah the climb might seem never ending but haha, no choice right?

I'll do my best. That's that.

I'll do my best to satisfy you all, even though I really hate doing this to myself.

For you guys; I'll stay.

Talent

OHHHHH MMMMYYYYY GGGGOOOOODDDEEEEE.....

YK zone Youth camp's on the 9th - 11th June & I'm performing on the 2nd day of the camp!! Pastor Kong's gonna be there on the 2nd day of the camp like kgbfwebgfewbgfewbgfjgbfewjgbfjwebfjwebjebfgjewbgjewbg!!!!!111!!11

So yeah, yesterday was the 1st meet up for those who are participating in the performance. To say the truth, when they said the group consisted of youths that can either dance or act, I was sorta expecting at least 10 - 15 people or more? But surprisingly, there were only 4 girls including me & 3 guys. Only 2 guys turned up yesterday though, not very sure if its 3 or 4 guys in total. & guess what? Out of us 4 girls, I was the only one that was in drama, the other 3 were dancers. O_o

Anyway we just made our way to Esplanade after everyone was here & we were briefed what was going to happen ect. Then ahhhhhhh, here's the scary part for me; everyone was supposed to ''showcase their talent''. The dancers will have to dance for the two ladies(our ''judges") while the actors will have to act so that they'll know which character/scene would suit us the most. I was the last one to "showcase my talent". Damn, I was sooooooo nervous. (I was the only most un-experienced one.) Anyway, I just tried my best & the beginning was AWFUL!! I kept looking away & smirking cos I can't seem to get what I wanted to do do out right. & just when the feelings I wanted to act out finally came into me, an Indian guy showed up. ._. YEP. An Indian guy showed up... Here was what happened.

Judge 1 : "Ah yes sir? What can I do for you?"

Indian guy : "Oh I'm sorry, I know that you guys are in a middle of...something. But can you guys do a survey for me? It'll just take a while."

Judge 1 : *looks at me & the other judge for a while* "I'm really sorry but we're really in a middle of something & we're in a rush of time..."

Indian guy : "Just a quick survey! It'll take less than 2 minutes I promise."

Judge 1 : *Has no choice* "Okay then."

So.... Yeah, poor Venie got cockblocked. .__.

I thought I did horribly poor so I asked Judge 2 if I could redo...

Judge 2 : "CAN! OF COURSE!" *smiles*

& after the survey was done & Judge 1 came back to her seat, I asked if I could redo...

Judge 1 : "I'm so sorry, but we are all in a rush of time & there's not enough time dear.."

Me : "B-b-b-but... I really did very bad just now, I was really nervous.."

Judge 1 : "No, you did pretty well actually. Better than we expected, you're already over the level we wanted."

Judge 2 : *nods head in agreement* "Yeah, really professional. You have talent."

Me : ....Okay, thanks. (Thought: ....Was I really that great? I can handle the truth ya know... ;A;)

So yeah, after a while the 2 Judges had a little time alone to discuss & I seriously got the role I acted just now. LIKE WOW. WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW!!!! O_O

Tomorrow's the 1st practice for my scene! Hope all goes well & I won't be so nervous!!!

VENEVL HWAITING! ^w^

I'll post more tomorrow.

Haha was having fun with the webcam. ^^
The past 3 days were elective module! It was fun! I learnt photoshop & more things about photography. We also learnt how to use the DSLR & everything! I used my own small digital cam though, but the good things is that I got to keep all the photos I took while the people who used the DSLRs had to surrender all the photos..
Junior Chef people really can cook! Just look at what they cooked!! :L

excuse me of mine lousy
photography skills...

Anyways, The hospitality people were great too! Yes, more pictures~

I want

Milch - Park Euntae (Kim Junsu Concert 2010)

Park Euntae sounds so cool in this scene!! ^^
I'm forever upset that I can't watch "Elisabeth", "Mozart!" & "Tears of Heavens"...
Whoever gets me a DVD of anyone of this concerts, I swear I'm gonna love that person to death.
AAAAWWWWWWWWWWW, I can't even get the download of "Mozart!"... I found a website that provides the downloads but it freaking won't let me download unless I upgrade my so called membership to a premium. WHAT IS THIS. =.=
AAARRRRGGGHHHHH I wanna watch this Musical! Be it the live one or DVD, I WAAANNNNAAAAA WATCH THIS!!!! Yeah yeah, I know its in korean & I don't understand korean, but SOOOO?? I WANNA WATCH THIS... =3=

There's cgm later...
& the weird thing is that Bro just went out. But before he even went out he just stood infront of me & held out his hand & told me to wish him "Good Luck". He won't tell me for what, just wants me to wish him good luck, saying that he'll explain it to me later. O.o Guess I'll be staying till late to wait for him to come home then~ Neverminds, I don't mind. ^^ I just hope whatever he's gonna do, the outcome will be successful. That nothing bad will happen.
(yeah, I worry too much even as a YOUNGER sibling. haha)

Can you hear me?

Can You Hear Me?
- Tears Of Heaven Musical OST


I love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love Xiah Junsu!!!!!!!!

Yay MYEs are over~ ^w^
Soooooooooo looking forward to the holidays man. But then obviously I'll have to go back sometime for CO practices... Wonder what we'll do now since SYF & AA is over. O.o Like, is there really other performances for us?? I dunno, haha.
& GRJBGVRBGVJERWBGVFOUJBGVFOUJEGFBVUOEWBGFUOBGFVOUERWBGORWBFVOUJ!!!!!
My Aunt bought me those cross earrings I've been looking for high & low ever since the start of this year! It doesn't really look like the original one I was looking for but Its really similar. Yeah, Awesome man!! ^^

Missed calls : 4

Know what I feel like doing during the holidays/after the exams? Go sign myself up to some dancing course. O.o
I dunno, I just found myself dancing randomly at home EVERYDAY now whenever I have nothing better to do. Dancing sorta cheers me up in a rather weird way...haha. I'm sure my parents won't be suprised if I ever told them about this. Cuz dancing's practically in my blood. O.o Dad used to be a breakdancer when he was young and Mum was in some dancing club that practically dances all sorts of dances(chinese kind, ya know', those a-go-go type?? Lols.)
I dunno, maybe, haha.

Been getting lots of missed calls these days.
1. My phone is 24/7, seven days a week SILENT MODE. So yeah..
2. These people called me after 9pm. I've been going to bed at 8.30pm these days..
3. I don't wanna talk to them. Go talk to the voice service lady instead, people.
....well these few days no.3's the main reason why I got myself so many missed calls.. I'm sorry to those bunch of people that I'm purposely avoiding. Just that I'm really exhausted these days, I just wanna chill and relax after burying myself in textbooks and revision notes for hours... Not talk to people that I'm not comfortable with..

Just look up

MYE starts next wednesday~~
Ooookay, I might do alright with maths but ain't very confident with my Physics...
My laptop got sent for repairments last Saturday. The lady there said it might take a week or so but I'm guessing I'll be stuck with this little laptop here till at least after my MYE. T_T
There's cell tomorrow; I'll do my best.
The new classroom seating arrangement for exams sucks. I'm seated on the 1st row way at the back. It's really hot at the back of the class; Hope I'll be able to concentrate on my paper & not on how warm it is at the back. :(
I'm losing alot of confidence these days. Losing confidence & faith for everything. Its like I'm afraid of everything these few days. & the best thing is, I don't even know what is it exactly I'm afraid of, its just 'everything'...

Okaaaayyyy...

HELLO HELLO HELLO~~ S' been quite a while since I've blogged. I've deleted the cbox. -.- Cos I dun wanna anymore ads coming to spamm my inbox. [I dun even know how they got here ONE BY ONE.] Yes, I've been in Tumblr the past....few months? ^^''' I felt it was also better that I stopped ranting stupid stuff here too, I really dun wanna offend ppl with my thoughts and stuff, so yeah you get my point. Oh yar, I'm gettin baptised this Sunday after service yo!! Heh heh, I have the chance to change my ic name to "Venessa Lim Xiao Shi" 0nce I get the baptize cert. But of course its not just cos I get to change my name so I went to sign up for baptism!!! That'll be so wrong... .____. But speakin of church, I feel like I'm gettin bad to worse. I just can't talk to cgms... Most of you good buddies know that I'm someone that likes to talk & fool around, tryin to make ppl laugh but in cell & church its like, I'm a cold dude. Yes, I DO try to talk but erm... The stuff my cgms talk about; I have no idea what they're talkin most of the time. Even if its about Kpop, I just stand by their side with a: O_________O face superglued to my face. >.< Makes it more hard to try to communicate with them... The only times I find myself being able to talk to them freely is when the subs about me. I dun like that. I don't wanna to talk just about me. I wanna be in a conversation that I can understand what you're talkin about so I can join in the chat... But most of the time, even if I did join in the chat... Its like I'm being a total extra person there, no one's listening... This is freakin damn tiring... PY said I would bond well with them even if she's not there but damn! So many times I felt like begging her to come back & tell her I'm literally suffering there whenever fellowship starts. But, I just hate the feeling of forcing my friends to do stuff they dun wanna do whats more, I can't help feeling that cell's already forgotten about PY & Kim. & URGH, DAMMIT. WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH MY COMPUTER??? There's so many yellow lines in my screen!!!! DDDDDDDDDDDDDD;

Not enough?!?!?!?!

Hmm, Still haven't got enough photos to make a new collage bg for this blog. Then again its just me being lazy...

What's a friend?

I seriously don't know anymore man.
What's the use of knowing so much of what it takes to be a good friend yet not doing it to the people around us we call 'friends'?
Friends come and go. Friends are people. People change. Change is Nature. Nature is Change...
What else is there to know?

One moment there are there for you, another moment their not.
Everyone has their own personal lives to live through.
Everyone has their own friends, group of people they love to hang out with.
One must not be selfish and pull them down and away from these just so we can satisfy ourselves, just because we want that friend to by our side so, so terribly much.
Love will not be the price. But it is hatred and dissatisfaction that will come your way.
Other people might do this & you'll be asking, "Why can't I, when many have done it?"
My only answer for you then, is that, "Cause' you're a friend."

Bye Blogger... HELLO TUMBLR.

Yo people!
Bloggie will be dead unless I really have some interesting stuff to say.
I'll be in Tumblr instead from now onwards. :)

http://harukavene.tumblr.com/

Alright, kthxbai.
:)

Heck of madness mixed and smashed together = ???

The past week was madness for me man(excluding CNY)
Skipped CCA practice 2/3 this week & damn, is it wrong to be late for CCA just cuz I had art LSP till 4pm?? =.= If not, can don't look at me with such looks can? Makes me angry for no reason, ya know? (Even if I don't look like it; There's something called 'acting' ya know?)
& yeah, Main comm voting for year 2011/2012. Heard alot of people sabotaged me & wrote my name under ''Vice President" or "President". Tsk. Even if the whole orchestra voted me for that, no way will they give those 2 position to a non-express student like me. LOL. Yes, BIAS school!!!
Mr Sin said it to us when I was sec one and just came into CO; he used the president back then, Adeline as a role model saying President must be good not only at leadership skills and good character but a good role model in their studies also... I didn't forget what he said, want me recite it also can. -___-
I dun wanna get myself in these troublesome stuff so yeah, was really annoyed to found out alot of ppl sabotaged me for that position. Tsk. The thought of it disgusts me and makes my blood boil for no damn reason.

Nevermind, nevermind, forget about it.
Chers always say that Express, Na, Nt no difference.
Then why did you label us differently? Liars...
The damned darn look people give me when I say, "I'm in the Normal Academic stream."
Disappointingly, this also happens in cg and church sometimes.

Birthday Bashed. :DDD

Happy Birthday to me!!
:p
Unexpected BIG b'day card from KSM Lunchbox Family/2N1'10/3N3'11.
Got Birthday Bashed by Sisters Angie & XinWen 15 times each. Ouch, Volleyball gals are not fun to be messed with. OUCH. :p

Almost everyone went to Comics Connection to buy my b'day gifts. Hahaha, cuz all anime, so expected. :p
Bro gave me a Artemis from VK as a b'day gift LAST YR, this year I got a more extreme one. Alvin gave me a mini Zabuza Sword. Now that is hardcore.
:DDDD

I can pass my History already. Lol

I miss DBSK badly. Really really really badly.
I guess my birthday wish is for them to go back together. :C
Anyways; HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIRO JAEJOONG TODAY!!! Love you all!! :DDDD

I think I can pass History after tomorrow's CCA which is gonna be WW3. & Hippo would be the Adolf Hitler for tomorrow & start uttering rubbish. -.-
I really wanna skip tomorrow! I dun want my birthday to be ruined...

Oh Boohoo!

Damn, accidentally deleted all the messages at my chat box...
PLEASE SPAMM. TY. :DDD

Argh. I forgot to mention in yesterday's post I did not go school yesterday so I missed yesterday's CCA practice also. To say the truth, I 'skipped' school cuz of it so, yeah, you get my point. -.-
Frederick messaged me yesterday that alot of 'exciting' stuff happened yesterday when I wasn't in school. Sigh.
For once in the holy name of my dear Lord Jesus; CAN THERE BE NO PROBS IN CCA???!!!! But then again; I should be celebrating. Cuz I or in a sense, the whole Main Comm can finally relax abit cuz someone has finaaaally been dismissed by CO. Yays.
Then again I'm not happy cuz there should be more people that got dismissed. Not surprised MOST are from my section. -.-
If there was ever a time the main comm were to sit down and think about which section is the best, which is the worse; OF COURSE MY SECTION WOULD BE THE WORSE.
Sigh... There are a few sec 2s that are good. But for people WHO ONLY KNOW HOW TO SKIP EVERY SINGLE PRACTICE AND GIVE THE SL -yours truly- A FRICKIN FAKE NUMBER AS CONTACT ARE TOOOOOOTAAAAALLY FUCKING HOPELESS!!!!!!! H.O.P.E.L.E.S.S!!!!!!!!! JUST GO TAKE A CCA TRANSFER FORM AND GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE IF YOU DUN WANNA COME ANYMORE!!!!! DUNNO HOW ARH?!!! I TEACH YOU!
1. Go to the smallest staff room and dial Mr Chan's speed dial.
2. Say ''Good Morning, I'm 'A FRICKIN BITCH/SLUT THAT WANNA QUIT MY CCA AND WANT TO TAKE A CCA TRANSFER FORM FROM YOU.'''
3. Wait for Mr Chan to come out and give the form to you.
4. Fill in the particulars and have both the CCA you are from and the one you are going to, get the teacher in charge to sign.
5. Give the form back to Mr Chan.
6. CONGRATULATIONS!!! YOU, HAVE JUST LEARNT HOW TO QUIT YOUR CCA!! NOW I TRULY PITY THE NEXT CCA YOU'RE GOING TO. NOW YOU ARE GONE, DUN EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER, COME BACK.

Sipping Coffee, eating bread, bloggin here, peace & quiet... What can be better?; You erased from my head forever. :)

Fav drink? : Coffee. :3
Fav food? : Bread. :3
Hobby? : Lappy; FB, YT, Blogger ect.
Best thing about being alone at home: Peace & quiet.

Guess things would be much more better if you were gone too. :)

Can't wait for tomorrow's cgm. Its the 1st cgm for the year, so I wanna start it right.(Hopefully...)

So... What's up Awesome friends?
School's been awesome for me for now, (except CCA la...) I'm enjoying Ms Mala's art classes. But I think I could have enjoyed it more if she wasn't absent so much & that only leaves the art students drawing observational drawings -Drawing fruits, who knew an apple would be so difficult to draw??!! - I wanna get down to our project Ms Mala! Please come to school!!! :'C
My class turned out to be better than I thought it would be. Looking at the class list last year, there were one or two baddies in class so I was expecting the class to be almost the same as the previous 2. BUT... Heh like da saying goes; never judge the book by its cover. 3N3'11's a great class afterall. There turned out to be only one distracting kid in class but then again, the class won't be so entertaining without him in classes like Chem or Phy. The teachers in Chem & Phy like to play with him, so him being in the class only becomes just somewhat an entertainment to us.(A threat sometimes though...)
Maths class a hell though. Seriously a hell. All the pai kias are in the same math class as me since we all didn't pass maths last year. I sort of detest the math teacher too. She gave the class homework last week and I tried my best doing it and handed in the homework in time. Yeah my maths sucks to the extreme, I KNOW. But there was sure no need for her to tell me and another bunch of students that got almost zero in that assignment to stand up in class for ten minutes just because our maths was that weak. A stupid, freaking, damn, damned to hell idiot laughed like a mad, siao, patient that just came out of IMH, laughed at us like he was any better. Yeah, his maths was better than yours truly but need to laugh till likedat. Go to hell you horny bastard that only knows how to make stupid and disgusting noises every 3 minutes in class! Go to hell.

So thats it. My life got ruined by these idiots.
It'll be so much better without them living in this world.

XJ Orphanage

XJ Orphanage Video


Since last year, Me & Jannah found out something about the 2 of us. We always had friends coming to join us for recess whenever they dun have a friend to hang with. Its like as if we are some sort of 'temporally friendship service'. But to put it more politely, we say orphanage.
So i decided to make a commercial of it & uploaded it @ FB & YT. :DD
Enjoy!~

What's the use?

Exhausted like mad this week.
Why must CCA be compulsory?
Ppl are quitting after their CCAs' SYF... I've been considering, should I too?
I mean, whats the use. Love for chinese music went away when Granpa passed away 3 years ago.
Bro didn't want me in Drama, Mummy didn't want me in Band. I dun wanna go CO. But for their sake, I gave it a little try. At first I really enjoyed it. Had met best friends there & all. Seniors & my section simply rocked my world after school. But ever since the seniors graduated, Sec ones came in last year, got this SL position, argued & cold war with my best friend for 3 months & still carrying on... The whole world came down. I started skipping practices, became as silent as possible whenever that best friend's around me. Avoiding here & there, feeling scared for no reason, getting home calls from the teacher to my dad. Having my dad to talk to me, having me crying infront of him -but not telling the truth. Lying to dad. Lying to myself. Lying to all my friends about my cca.
WHATS THE DAMNED USE ANYMORE.
This conclusion is obviously because I enjoyed myself cos of the people around there. Not the music or what I'm doing or suppose to do. I was never good. Never skilled in that instrument. So what's the use.

I feel like retiring from CO right now.

Sec ones this year kinda sucks. No, really sucks.
Sec one camp can't get high, need 15mins to do ONE makan cheer. Today CCA open house can't clap nor applause after a performance??!!
dunno how to clap issit?? I knew i should have thought them how to on day one of the camp. =.=
Seriously la, its not as if we seniors like to shout at you. Tiring seh. 3 gals from 1E3 even wrote a note to one of the sec 4 seniors : Dear Jing Heng, i don't like how you shout at us.
LOL WTF?? Then they passed it to me & Jannah & told us not to tell the seniors who wrote it & started saying things like, "Pls la, you 2 are our favourite seniors ya know?" or "Really, i like you 2 compared to the other 3 senior girls." Fck. We didn't even do anything to you gals/tok to you gals & now you suddenly say you like us more when you complained so much the previous night? Haha, whatcha treat us for??!! Fcking idiots ah??!
Sec ones just get more & more worse by the year. Just when I thought last year's batch was really bad, this ain't good either.
I seriously wanna retire from CCA now, so I won't need to see these sec ones other than live lessons. Obviously we can't totally give them all to the sec 2s. I fear for the next CM or SLs. I seriously, seriously, SERIOUSLY dun want a leader position ANYMORE after the sec 4s step down after SYF.
I don't want any fcking comments about us like last year or whatever. We have SYF to prepare for, so obviously we have no time for games or bonding sessions on the first day when they come for CO. They better keep their mouth shut & don't complain like what last year's did. Just quit & dun ever show your freakin face to us after that.

1st day of school.

My day started by waking up 2hours before I should. Gave up sleep at 5.15 & plugged in my earphones instead. Woke up to my horror seeing my school tie not tied! Daddy said he'll tie it but...
Went to school & saw Fred outside the school so i joined him & waited for the other ppl. When Aisya came, begged her to tie my tie for me & then when everyone was here, we went in.
I think the only entertainment for us back then is to see our dear guys wearing long pants!!
Heh heh, you all look so tall now. :DD

After all the blah blah stuff we had on the hall, we went to our classroom & then we saw our FT & co FT. Haha, Audrey Wong & Audrey Ong. :P

PSLs went out @ 10am for recess & then bring the sec ones here & there...
LOL @ Xu Yang when he introduced the fitness corner.
XY: Over there is the fitness corner, you can play there.
Other PSLs: NO!!! Its a restricted area without a teacher's permission!
XY: ... Oh okay. You can play there; but just run when you see Mr Singh.
Laugh like mad! :DDD
I think my team's awesome. :)
The team leader Yue Lin ain't bad. We all think he's doing well.
The 3 guys aren't as quiet as we thought they will be to us. They're all very friendly. :)

My nephew Alvin became class CM. Jiayous Alvin!! Gambatte!!

Not gonna try my best...

So school starts tomorrow huh?
BRING IT ON!!!
Guess the only few things that I dun wanna do this school week is 1. Seeing 1E3, the class i'm gonna be in charge of this year for PSL thingy... 2. Sec 1 cca open house.
I'M PRAYING HARD THIS YEAR'S BATCH OF SEC ONES WILL BE BETTER THAN LAST YEAR'S?? Heh, then again I won't be the SL anymore this year, all give the sec 2s do, get them to have a taste of what torture they gave to the seniors ever since they came in ya? No pain no gain. Its time for them to have a little pain. :)

Then again I'm seriously not in the studying mood yet. Even after 2 months of rest...
Things just started to get interesting for me in making videos & school starts... Sigh, neverminds.
I'm gonna work hard this year!

Not gonna try my best... I'm gonna do my best!
Oh yar, Happy 200th post to my blog. Lols. :)

~Let's see who gets the last laugh first.~