Everybody has different expectations for different people around them...
But people these days have TOO HIGH EXPECTATIONS!! =,='
When we do something wrong & not being able to meet up that expectation, all they do is complain, complain &..... More complaints... When the tables are turned, & when its time when we complain, they beg & say our expectations are too high.. People think about themselves & not think about those around them & how they hurt them when they claimed they just 'play-play'..
Its hard... For me to meet up all these expectations as a friend, classmate, pupil, daughter, sister, cg member, usher & a christian.. (=.= okay, maybe not so many for you guys..) Just feeling that i'm really not meeting up the expectations of all of you guys. (Sorry to dissapoint) But i'm already trying my best, & quite a few things has happened this year & i feel that i'm at the end of the rope, already preparing to surrender to a fight.. Just that i'm just dissapointed with a few people.. I'm tired of doing other people's orders & not mine. Its so frustrating when someone dissapoints you especially when you just started to have your trust in them..
Thought i made perhaps the friend i always wanted, & yet her expectations were too high & complaint straightly infront of me. When the tables got turn, she told me to forget it & stop nagging.. (Direct stab in the heart) At least i've learnt my lesson..
I'm not gonna get too close to anyone ever again, in case they stab me again or...
I just don't ever want the same things to happen again.. Its always the same...
