i had it!! first i putted ELDDS as my 1st choice and yet i didn't get into it but got into some DAMN MILLITARY BAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then went home , mum only kept on saying a big NOto this damn CCA!!! wanted to join ELDDS and yet my brother, himself as a member of ELDDS told me not to join it as it was boring!!!!! its not boredness i care about!! i just want to do what i like, drama! then music, also cannot! i'm gonna go berserk with all this going about!!!!!!!! i really really need help and yet there always,always never seemed to be somebody there to help me........ i rather torture myself then to let people torture me!! i had it for the last time!!!
SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!!!
